~~ When I Wish Upon A Star ~~^*~

~ NaTiOnal DaY ~

2005-08-09T11:40:00.000+08:00

HaPpy 40th bday Spore!

Its has been ages since I last blog. Dun even feel like blogging as the tag board is too messed up.

Well...ppl who go around scribbling graffiti are insolent and it only prove a highly compromised intelligence quotient and personal integrity. It is certainly pathetic being insensate.

Almost forget that such ppl do not even understand innuendos so I decided to do away with the tag board.

Read and keep 'LTA' comments to oneself. Period.

My project has started for almost 4 weeks yet we havent obtain desirable results for RT-PCR gel electrophoresis. Hope we can succeed soon ( well...I mean REAL soon) as we had trouble- shoot all the possible reasons for blunders.

Time seems to be flying once I am back. Daily life in sch is always 9-5pm (sometimes even 6) although I usually reach sch at 9.30am but yea..tts beside de point.

Everyday's routine is RNA extraction, spectroscopy, RNA gel electrophoresis, RT-PCR. I miss the LTQs, tutorial rooms and lect notes.

Have you ever feel lost within your own dreams? (I mean ambitions.)

Dad used to tell us that we muz have an ambition and work towards that goal. But I no longer know where I shld head. The only thought in my mind is ' I have to study uni and obtain at least a Master'.

Dreams or Career?

A thin line btw both and it makes a big difference. I admire my 2nd sis for choosing her dreams.

I nv did tt.....

Perharps thats wad parents nowadays input into their children (at least tts wad my parents did).

' You must study and specialize in fields where majority cannot easily enter. Be a doctor, a lawyer etc etc...de list of prestigious jobs continued. '

When I first told my dad I have interest in food and nutrition study, he gave me a straight no-no. Same fate goes to my 2nd sis when she announce that she wana pursue Geography in her higher studies. But sis stands firm on her own beliffs and dreams.

This is de difference btw us. I suppose.

For now, my only aim is to do my proj well, increase my GPA pts and get into UWA or UM.

Lara Fabian - Broken Vow

I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep on asking

I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

I close my eyes
And dream of you and I
And then I realize
There's more to life than only bitterness and lies

I close my eyes
I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let this promise end ~

~ Shocking News~

2005-06-08T14:57:00.000+08:00

Been v long since i last blogged. Last week and this week has been very tiring. Always work OT till 9+pm!! Haiz..Have to stare at the stupid evaporator for so long! Can you imagine my AGONY!!! BORED TO TEARS!! Had to eat packet lunch and dinner. Sound so pitiful..sob..sob.

Went to Forbidden Palace last Saturday. Entrance fee cost RMB60. The palace is REAL big. We walked from noon till 4+pm. Quite an interesting place coz haf the place whereby Huan Zhu Ge Ge is being filmed. 'Yu Hua Yuan' is actually very small. haha the camera trick in Huan Zhu Ge Ge is kinda good yea? =D

After Forbidden Palace, we went home and take a rest before going to cyber cafe and book the com overnight ( 11-7am) for just RMB12. So cool rite? Somemore we get to watch ALL the latest movies and dramas. They dl alot of movies and dramas like: 18 yr old bride, GUESS shows, Mi Qing Jia Zhu, Love PAtzzi, Type B boyfriend and ALOT MORE!!!

I haf a NEW FOUND IDOL!! LEE DONG KUN!!!!!!!!!!! OMG! He is sooo cute and TALL! Full of charisma !! Shld watch 18 yr old bride and Type B boyfren!

LEE DONG KUN ROX!!!! ~ =D

Friends whom you thought are REALLY ur frenz can turn out to be totally different. Best friends, Good friends, soul mates etc etc. I think FRIENDS is enough. No string attached. Sometimes wearing too many masks can make the person tired and I dun like THEM!! Eeeks!

Yeah! In less den 5 weeks I will be BACK! I miss SPORE and HOME and SCH and FRENZ!!! There're sooooooooooo mnay things to buy!! I muz start saving up to buy MY STUFFZ and sovenirs for PEOPLE WHO DESERVE THEM! Pls dun cum asking for sovenirs if you dun recieve em'. Noe ur basic manners. Thank you. But I doubt I will be so evil. hehe.

Oh yar! We haf learnt to clean up the Slum look-alike and wash our clothes. So people in Spore DUN NID TO WORRY abt us! We can SURVIVE IN CHINA. Attachment is GOING WELL and teachers LOVE US ALOT! They even PAY US!! Yeah! I think we do NYP PROUD!! =D

My dental treatment is gona cost me a BOMB! Y muz my stupid tooth haf infection and inflammation at this point of time!!! RMB900!! I CAN use tt money to go SHOPPING!! Poor tooth, poor me and poor pocket..always burnt a hole..sob..sob.. But de pain is gone and I hope I can TRUST the china docs here.

Hm..time to go bck to work le. If nt canot finish muz work OT agn!! I DUN WAN!! HELP!!

This Sat we going 2008 Olympic City! YeAh!

Ps: Remember my IDOL IS 4ever Sammi, Gigi, Daniel and LEE dong Kun!!

~ 1 more month to go ~

2005-05-21T21:18:00.000+08:00

Been a long time since I last blogged. As days past, I am gettin more excited. Why? Coz I am nearing HOME. Really miss Singapore ( yea, suddenly bcum so patriotic le. I think I can sing de National Anthem when I get bck) and my Home sweet home. No longer will I complain abt my new hse le. Luv ya lots new hse!!

Haha I think my 2 evil sisters are really cute!! Everytime, they sent mi mails I will surely luff and reading my mails is wad I look forward to everyday. Pei Jun eng realli improve alot. Haha and her sense of humour too! Thanks to Janet Evanowich! ( ps for wrong name spelling).

They are going to tour on 20 till 25 May. So envy them...though they kinda envy me too la. haha. I am realli glad to haf visited de Great wall and see de panda.

Hm...been cookin lately. Haha sick and tired of those buns and jiao zi here. Laksa, chicken rice, almond paste, hokkien prawn noodles, carrot cake WHERE ARE YOU!! sob..sob...

Hm..gota sign out soon. Going to Ame com to watch Tian Shi Zhi Wen. My com SUX TO DA CORE!

I am still kicking and ALIVE~

~ Relaxing Attachment ~

2005-05-10T12:20:00.000+08:00

Been ages ever since i updated. No time to visit cyber cafe last wk as we went sight seeing. Been to Great Wall, Summer Palace, Tian An Men, Shi San Ling (Ming Tombs) and did lotsa shopping. hehe. My money is also depleting fast. lol.

My attachment ended v early today (10am) so Amelia and me decided to visit de cyber cafe to reply mails. We learnt sumthing new today. Seeding and inoculation of fungi. The procedure is one I have nv seen b4 in NYP . They make use of toothpicks =X

Gone thru de emails my family sent me. Really envy them and make mi MISS HOME even MORE!! haha Pei Rong, your baking skills realli IMPROVE alot lei. The cake looks nice but as for taste..haha I think muz taste liao den noe rite? I will be lookin forward to de shepards pie and cookies u said b4. they sound so yummy. In china vrey hard to find such food stuffz.

To find a DECENT chicken drumstick is like totally RARE. haha I think Pei rong canot tahan if she was in china. hehe. But the weather here is sumthing i quite like. Although occasionally it will be very cold as it rained.

tIMES UP LE. 1 hR in cyber cafe is up liao. haha shall update if i gotta chance yea.

Miss u all alot n SPORE too!!

~ I MISS HOME ~

2005-04-26T10:13:00.000+08:00

Ended my attachment early so came with Ame to the library and used the cybernet for RMB4/HR. haha..our daily anticipation will be checking our emails. Feelin sick yest. Its so terrible. I wished my dad was by my side. Had sorethroat and cough. My attachment is VERY slack. We did fermentation and ended at 10.10am. Haha..tts very early rite? We had troubles with telecommunications due to the stupid callin card that cost us RMB130!! ARGH!! KANA CON BY THE IDIOT LADY IN TT IDIOT SHOP!!Going bck to CONFRONT her later!!

I couldnt read blogs from cybernet. TTs soo sad. But I can still blog once in a blue moon ba. Gettin sick of the food here le. Its all the same de. Buns, Dumplings, Noodles. Muz source for new food liaoz. haha

Hey, I've read blog wich the cut n paste for me le. U muz take care of yourself. Eat n sleep well k? Although I am in China, i will still be thinking of u and my family and everyone de. Homesick le... You can write MORE emails to me, so whenever I go cybernet I can read them.If you call me, den it'll be cheaper de la...so nvm de..haha... You noe hor, I alwys read and re-read the book you gave me. haha i think by the end of 3 mths, I can memorise liaoz hehe.

Yest went to play bball. This is the FIRST time I exercised yet will not perspired. The weather here is v cold at night. Till now, we stillhaven done any shopping for clothes n stuffz n haven went sight seeing. Next week perharps as it is China Labor Day so we'll have one week de break.

~ You're Always on My mind ~

~ Divergence ~

2005-04-20T00:52:00.000+08:00

DIVERGENCE is released only on 28.04.05 !!! Argh!! I am gona MISS it !! Tts soo sad....
=(

The casts inside totally ROCK!

1. Gallen Lo- Total charisma + mature = COoL!!!
2. Daniel Wu- OMG!! ITS DANIEL WU AGN !!! He is gettin increasingly POPULAR! YeAh! =D
3. Ekin Cheng
4. Aaron Kwok- nah...the only flaw in this movie... old yet act-young- wannabe..ew =X
5. Lee Xin Jie- She is soo lucky! Always get to work alongside with total hot hunks like Daniel.

In Princess D too. Well, that show is a total flop. If not for the casts- Edison Chen,Daniel Wu, Lee Xin Jie, I doubt people will continue watching.

Maybe I can buy the VCD or DVD yea? hehe...

Well...today is already the 20th. We've already settled our VISA n airfare on Tues.

Departure (SIN-PEK)

Date: 23rd Apr 2005
Check-in Time: 11.30AM
Airline: Air Zimbabwe (UM)
Terminal: 1

The open 3 mths tix cost only S$580 as compared to Air China that cost near S$800. But apparently my parents and grandparents are shocked and worried when I told them we've already decided on Air Zimbabwe.

I've went to surf on Air Zimbabwe and found out that its actually not that bad (frm the pics). Boeing 767-200ER. Kinda big le as compared to China Southern. So yea, just make do with it n I must stop being PARANOID!!

Travelling via air will certainly have its own risk no matter what airline I choose. SIA,Cathay, Thai,SAS, etc etc...There's no 100% gurantee that the more prestigous or expensive airline will be accident-free. Everythings predestinated, I suppose.

So little yet so much. This applies to my luggage. Initially, I thought I just gotta pack my clothes, toiletries and miscellaneous =X Oh great...my luggage is still hibernating in my grandparents hse in Tampines...

My 2nd sis is complaining all over about me going to China while she cant. HaHa! You can cum n visit me though I think the probability is 0.001. =D And STOP askin me to buy stuffz for u yea?! hEhE..I'll see UR attitude first *o* Bad attitude = NOTHING. Fair deal yea?

News has it that the government is opening up TWO casinos ! OmG...afterall the debating and uproars among civilians who strongly oppose to the idea, they wana open TWO casinos?!
This make me feel 'democracy' here is kinda 'propaganda'. They ask for your ideas n opinions but all came to nought. A 'show' perhaps.

Wads worst is they gona have this gamble addict rehabiliation centre with counsellers n stuffs. So contradicting. Its just like having a gym just opposite Fast food centres.

Ok anyway...its doesn't affect me much either way. My EXAM RESULTS does. 3 days have passed and no phone calls. Hm... can I crossed my fingers and say I'm safe already? Oh no....the intensity is so hard to bear. I'm really afraid of Cell Tech.... =(

Oh yar! I've snip off my tresses together with Ed, Ame, JW, RS on Tues. Guess I did that on impulse as I'm really bored so yea... decided to cut my hair. Its BAD HAIR DAY from now on...sob-sob... I'm NOT leaving my hse these few days...haha =X

Wads done cannot be undone.

Today is already the 3rd day. These 3 days seemed to be short yet passes slowly...Well... guess we've to get used to this and as said Time doesnt wait for people but people can wait for Time.' Hm..kinda weird phrase but I guess I can understand. Coz...I'm gona wait for my 3 course meal haha =D You noe wad to do le hor? =^o^=

~Someone who's special. And so close in thought. That no distance can ever seem far. ~

~ FuN fUn ~

2005-04-18T01:20:00.000+08:00

Juz returned from bbq. haha! its was fun!! We drank wine n yea..its kinda dizzy afterwards... =X

RS seemed like drunkard to me n a tricshaw puller..drunkard + trickshaw puller? haha wad a GOOD combination =) At least better den security guard cum hm... dad? haha cant imagine tt..lol

But de cat is the onli distraction =( Always popping out under people's leg n thats so scary =X

I'm really afraid of CATS. I gt this feeling that they're kinda evil looking and will pounce onto you anytime. Ew....

There're alot of food to eat...Chicken wings, pies, hotdogs, cake etc etc..eat until I can burst sia...
OmG... I seriously think I nida EXERCISE n GET SOME SUN!! I'm gettin WHITER n I cant STAND IT!! I feel so guilty for eating so many bbq food... =(

So ppl!! WE MUZ GET SOME TAN & EXERCISE B4 WE GO CHINA K? If not we'll fail our NAFA =( haha... tink of de Beijing ROast duck, jiao zi, tang bao..omg..Y am I thinking of FOOD AGN!!! so EVIL...

I'm gona miss my frenz n those times we spent together... =) After our attachment n proj, we'll get together once again k? =D

Think I've lesser time to blog le... alot of things to settle

VISA, Airport tickets, my luggage is still in TAMPINES n I haven even start packing..haha..

GEEZ! Its almost 1am n I'm still here!! I gota meet Amelia n RS they all tml at 8.30am to make VISA...

Nitez ppl...n hope I dun oversleep =X

~ You're Always on My Mind ~

~ ChAleT ~

2005-04-15T01:04:00.001+08:00

Just came bck frm East Coast after a really fun bbq session. hehe! =D

Meet up with Yissue and Chris den took mrt to Bedok but din realise that Dennis and Soon Sim were actually on the SAME train with us all these while till we alighted.... =X

Gathered people ( Junwei, Amelia, Bernice.....) n took a bus to Coasta Sands resort. Our room faces the sea (E-10). So cool yea...Can see sunrise and sunset but too bad I did not stay over...I'm tired and kinda sticky and salty and dirty..haha noe y? Read on ....

We placed our bags in the room den decided to go to the beach. Our actual intention was purely to enjoy the cooling sea breeze, beautiful sceneries and watch aeroplanes flying overhead. But we had to waddle across to climb up the stone...haha so fun!! =D

Den Dennis came n said ' Ni men mei you hp zai sheng shang rite?' Haha! This gimme an EVIL idea coz I noe he din haf his with him. So we ended up splashing water all over- Dennis used his LEGS nt HANDS!! OmG!! His 1 kick can make ppl almost ENTIRELY WET!! haha.. Accidentally splashed water into Gim Ann's eye... sorry yea? =) haHa... who ask you all to gang up? haha...Edmond did not bring extra clothings but still HE BCUM DE WETTEST!! haha cool isn't it? COcoNut HeAd =D Ruisheng was also pulled into the sea. Only Junwei manage to make a NARROW ESCAPE coz he run really fast and his style of running really...hahaha... CARTOON!! Shld haf video-taped it...den can use as BLACK MAIL...haha

Everyone got real wet in de end. Bernice too, had no extra clothings sumore she wore jeans. had to use hair dryer to make it dry... haha =D

I stood in front of the bbq pit and 'heat-dry' myself but its really HOT sia....haha..Andy's cooking skill is not bad. He cooked fried rice! Wow! I almost thought it was bought from outside de... =D
Good job done! =D

I missed Hai Tun Wan Lian Ren..as we had to gather upstairs to discuss our China airfare.

Singapore
Departure: 24 Apr 2005
Time: 8.30am (check-in)

Beijing
Arrival: 24 Apr 2005
Time: 06.10pm

As Ed's uncle worked in KLM, he got direct tix for us. S$514 including 2 way airport tax. Wad a RAW deal!! haha! But its China Southern Airline...hope its not as bad yea? =D

The timing sux a little as we've to wake up real early. 6am muz leave hse. 6.30 muz reach airport and book the seatings. Its a transit flight. So we'd to stayed in Canton for like erm...2 hrs? Hope there will be any delays..or the insurance company will be prepared to pay $$$ =D

I personally prefered Air China because its a Boeing-747 and depart at 12 midnight so we need not wake up so early. Furthermore its a direct flight to Beijing. But the difference in price is S$136. My dad said there's no diff btw Airbus and Boeing-747 except that airbus is A BIT smaller...well...I really hope is A BIT smaller...n not VERY SMALL...if not my legs gona cry.

Furthermore S$136 can buy kinda lotsa things in Spore needless to say China...haha so I prefer to use that $$ and GO SHOPPING!! =P

Time really flies... 9 more days left... I'm really afraid I couldn't control my tears when 24/4 cums... Though we had one another as companions on the trip...I'm going to miss my daddy, mummy, my evil sisters, my bolster n pillow, my grandparents and of coz my frenz... For a near 3 mths we can't see one another and I doubt we can always utilize the Cyber cafe or cell phone as that'll gona cost a bomb... UNLESS I am PARIS HILTON or NICKY HILTON... den I wont mind.... =)

Wish all of us success in our attachment and remain ever bonded as a class...like today =)

Eyes are shutting....NiTez...

True friendship isn't seen with the eyes, it is felt with the heart.
When there is trust, understanding, loyalty, and sharing.

True friendship is a rare feeling, but when it is found
It has profound impact on our well-being, strength, and character.

True friendship does not need elaborate gifts
Or spectacular events in order to be valuable or valued.

To ensure long-lasting quality and satisfaction,

True friendship only needs a few key ingredients:

Undying loyalty, unmatched understanding, unsurpassed trust, Deep and soulful secrets, and endless sharing.

These ingredients, mixed with personality and a sense of humor,

Can make a friendship last a lifetime!

~ ChAleT ~

2005-04-15T01:04:00.000+08:00

~ FrEeDoM !!! ~

2005-04-13T12:41:00.000+08:00

YEAH!! MY EXAMS ARE OVER !!! Finally can watch TV, play com without having to feel GUITLY..haha... =D

Today's paper was cool. Esp the mcqs n essay..hehe... really hope I can get A... =) Hm... ABC dun let me down k? =^o^=

Intended to blog earlier but my sister wan me help her find 13 articles related to Geography. Its her schwork.

I honestly think her teacher has gotta screw lose or sumthing lidat. 13 articles per student. 40 students will make....hm....calculate it yourself.... But yea... she can't possibly read in DETAIL right?

So my evil sister n evil me came up with this idea of making FONT SIZE 8 and if possible squeeze everything into BIG CHUNK. Save paper n ink... hehe! Furthermore she dislikes this teacher so yea.... I doing her a BIG FAVOUR *o*

3 Cheers for the EVIL SISTERS!! =D

Today den realise that my final project is under RICHARD KHAW n Donny Liang doing RT-PCR!! OMG!! I hate PCR de MOST!! wad's worst is RT-PCT !!!!!!! BleSs Us.... =(

Went to PS and shop for sandra present. haha! Buying gifts for ppl kinda hard.... But buy gifts for girls still nt as bad...

But I still nv eat my Indonesian Rice... =( But my mum bought really yummy dinner for me. Sushi + terriyaki chicken rice. I shared with my 3rd sis. Been such a long time since i ate sushi... =D

Hai Tun Wan Lian Ren is gettin more interesting... Bottlecap n Xu Zeya...well... Their Destiny is joined but Fate causes them to separate...But wads Fate n Destiny? Is it like U keep seeing the person whom you duno = fate? destiny? Or is it just purely coincidence that one think too much into?

Well...perharps this is wad science cannot explain.... and nobody ever can...

I like de phrase ' I dun believe in expectations anymore, the more you expect, the greater is your disappoinment...' Nice isn't it? So melancholic and meaningful. But somewhat its true...Bottlecap held on to the promise Zeya made to her when they were in orphanage but many things happened made her believe that Zeya didnt keep his prmoise...' Don't Make Promises You Can't Keep'....this is what I've learnt.

HaHa kinda dramatic...

But I like shows that are 'mong huan' like japanese drama, korean drama, HK show...can be away from reality for awhile...Its really nice to imagine how nice would it be if those happen in real life.. =D

Chatted with Chuichai and Sandra on the phone yest. haha! Shld be studying my ABC yest night but San called mi so we yakked all de way till 12+ haha! Kinda agree with ya on some of ur views EXCEPT JOHN TRAVOLTA & RICHARD GERE!!!

OMG!! HW CAN YOU POSSIBLY LIKE THEM?! ?! sO disappointing...haha kidding but yea.. they are kinda tooo matured for dancing shows!! Esp with J.Lo! Dad- Daughter relationship =D

Shld like DANIEL WU ma!! haha! Or Andy Lau or Alex Fong or Stephen Fong or Wei - - - - ........HAHA!! U noe wad I mean HORRR *o*

Din realise just within A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME, I missed out a BIG PORTION of ur happenings! haha! Jia you la..cannot always WANDER AROUND liao ~ =^o^=

Guessed I've crapped enuff yea? Tml more update as there'll be chalet! YEAH!! Finally I can get some SUN! I'm gettin more whitish! Cant take it!!

Buzzing off....NiGhTs....

~(I do swear that I'll always be there. I'd give anything and everything and I will always care. Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better for worse, I will love you with every beat of my heart.)

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong

From this moment on
From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath

From this moment on
I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start

You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us

My dreams came true because of you~

~ diSaPpOiNtEd ~

2005-04-12T19:00:00.000+08:00

Industrial Microbiology~ HaIz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wish to juz hang myself right there when I flip open de paper and saw 'Anitbiotic classical method'. De first question really blew me off. I was expecting...really EXPECTING Ethanol production to come out cause he did much emphasis on that. Well...maybe sometimes I shallnt EXPECT too much... de disappointment is too great.

I shld say I took a gamble by spoting topics to study. I studied Bio control, Bioremediation, Extremozymes, biofilm, ethanol. Well..only 3 hit de bull-eye. HACCP was 'ok' I suppose as I remembered some stuffs from the project. hehe....

Now really hope i can PASS ALL MY MODULES WITHOUT ANY 'D'... But I doubt the probability for Cell Tech and IM is high... =( GeEz..I'm Scaring myself all over agn...

Heard from Ruisheng that NO budget airline fly to Beijing and most of the airfare for 3 mths are kinda costly. Furthermore, now we had to do scouting for airline, make VISA, tour agency grp etc..etc... ArGh... I told my dad abt this yest and he's kinda pissed off with the sch syst... Cause everything is like so last minute and rush. Doubt he'll let me go if he know about this earlier =X

Maybe staying in Spore might not be a bad choice afterall? haha... =D

Went to CWP to eat. Its CWP agn...nxt time muz find new places liao... haha =D

I kinda miss PS Food Junction that Indonesian Rice... v unqiue taste and the chicken drumstick ROX =P yummy.... Find 1 day go bck dere n eat...

After being cope up the my 'prison' for so long, I feel like I've lost touch w my old frenz... Chuichai hols now and Sandra is having her attachment le... sorry gals..I seemed to be uncontactable as I'm having my exams so yea.... but my hp is 'on' 24 hrs =D

Find 1 day meet up maybe at my hse b4 I go China den we can update each other life hehe...=D

So long nv gossip liao ( I'm so evil...) LoL..Miss those days =^o^=

My blog is interesting? haha..I dun feel so ba...I just write what I think of... Now also gt no activities so kinda mundane life.... =(

I prefer reading your blog... Actually I feel that you have more programes than me ma...so surely gt alot things to blog de...like today de K-Box, den erm...all those funny or weird things that happen when you work...haha I also can think out so many liao =D

Gettin tired...think I gotta pen off here...

YeAh! TML LAST PAPER LIAO!!! FINALLY!!! =D =D

~ mAke a HeArT tHaT Nv BrEaKs ~

~ 2 more Left ~

2005-04-11T17:50:00.000+08:00

HBD paper is my most satisfactory paper. Although Cell Tech is really haiz....... I hope HBD won't let me down =D

Till now, can say HBD and ABC are the 2 modules I liked. So really pin my hopessssssssss on them.

Watched 'Naked Weapon' on Ch U yesterday n concluded that DANIEL WU is really COoL!! Though in his early thirties, he's still full of charisma =D Maggie Q & Anya too! The part whereby they fight is really interesting. Spore did away with some R(A) parts but nevertheless, the show still ROXS!

Ended at 11pm & I realised that I missed Apprentice!! aRgH..too absorbed in Naked Weapon that I forgot totally about Apprentice =(

After the show den I started to panic cause my HBD is like erm....just started on it only...written the notes but haven memorise yet =X

Haha...no choice but to memorise it at 11+pm till 1am..but spend half de time talking to my 2nd sister. =D

She's really pro in China History...She told me about Mao Ze Dong Cultural Revolution, Tang Dynasty, Wu Ze Tian etc etc.... So interesting =D Muz ask her for more bedtime stories nxt round..hehe =)

During the exam, my stupid stomach let out a kinda loud 'growl'...its HUNGRY...but kinda embaressing...Its like erm...the examination room is PIN-SILENT n I HOPE nobody hear it.... =X
( erm... am I an ass? I write tis in my blog..kinda contradict myself haha...)

Went to eat Yoshinoya bowl. 1st time tried it. My Salmon bowl was kinda delicious..maybe I too hungry le so give me eat anything also= delicious... (strictly for edible food only *o*)

Evrything's to normal again... I guess I can't be angry with a particular person for too long ba...haha =D ( but dun take this for granted hor!)

Hm... what happended during pst few days is maybe cause I too stressed up le...esp over my Cell Tech paper...

Heard frm Gim Ann that we had to settle our VISA and air tickets by OURSELVES!!! Wad shit is this lo... why can't the sch settle them all at once? Airline also we decide by ourselves with only 600 bucks? Probably this is the sequel to Amazing Race- NYP version....n it SUX! Briefing on wednesday yea? Just gotta see whats brewing....

Anyway, my 2nd sis seems FAR MORE EXCITED than me abt going to China...duh.... she HOPES she's the one going....so weird...

Acutally I also duno I'm anticipating anot...hm... shld say nt v excited yet NOT not excited...Mostly is scared ba...I'm such a scaredy-cat....loser... =(

Cause whenever I go abroad for holiday esp via AIR transport...I'll be like oh-so-worried and pls deities frm abv let me haf BON VOYAGE...2 way ticket.... =X

So yea.. you noe wad I mean?

Ok..enough of crapping le...I gotta go bck to IM n CHEW on it! I'm becoming more n more 'dog-'like' le Muz change my way of phrasing... =X

Bck for more barking when my exams r over! BlEsS Me!!

~ aLWAYS oN My MiNd ~

~ 3 More Papers Left ~

2005-04-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

Tired of memorising my books. Just went thru my sis blog. WoW..her ambiguity and way of sentencing kinda surprised me. Seems like she too have some 'dark secrets' haha! Gona DIG them out..... frm her =D

My sis actually noes how to LINK others blog and website! Omg! I tot IT genes DUN run in my family? Hm...or is it only ME? =X

Planned to blog yesterday but doesn't have the mood. Yesterday was a bad day. I couldn't help but remind myself abt Cell Tech. Well....its 13 marks. To some ppl, it may seem minute. But to me, its really demoralizing. Who can I blame? Myself. So thanks for that sentence : ' If you want 8 marks to spoil your mood, fine.' Its 13 marks btw.

Whats done cannot be undone. So yup! I'll pray for miracle =D

Actually I thought you'll understand but maybe I portrait an image of 'happy go lucky', 'couldnt care less' attitude ( well...do I? ) So, I'm disappointed when you couldn't differentiate my mood by then... but do u noe...bet u dont even noe i am sad...

i am starting to wonder...

do u even care ...

do u hav any interest about...

do u like...

Maybe....1.dae.i'll.fly.away.far.faraway.

I ADMIT I can be petty at times.... hm...acutally most of the times =X. I dun really show my emotions out but I suppose my close friends will noe when is it right? haha =D

Its kinda demanding of me to expect my frenz to know my mood w/o any expression on my face. Well, if you're observant enough I think its pretty obvious.

Anway, that's another side of myself which I can't change. Been trying but to no avail.

4 days left to end of finals, 14 days before attachment. Happy? Anticipating? Scared? Its a mixed platter of feelings I suppose.

But one thing for sure- I AM GOING TO WATCH ALL HK TVB DRAMAS DURING MY HOLIDAY!!!

Though its only a week but yea...sorry dad for de sudden surge in PUB bill =X

I must watch telly n play de com till I'm sutisfied b/c I'm gona b deprive of these abroad...sob-sob... =(

Oh yar! My hse is DONE UP! Finally! Marble floor polished. Toilet accessories up. Sofa set up. hehe! Suddenly I luv my new hse =D Esp de SOFA!! Its comfy n cute =)

Woodlands Ring Pri Sch is the ONLY FLAW!!! JeEz! Can they like hm... demolish de sch? Shift it to another location? In my dreams~

I watched abit of Hai Tun Wan Lian Ren. Though de story plot is monotonous, almost similar to Lavender. But Ambrose looks kinda cute w those suits n specs on... mature charisma. The song rox too! Yi Shi de Mei Hao... Really like de lyrics n music =)

Recently its all MUGGING OF BOOKS n nothing else. So nothing to blog except my thoughts.... ( thats wad blog are meant for, isn't it? )

Maybe my life will be more exciting after exams ---- i HOPE =)

'' It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe

When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide

Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter
I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side

It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why I do the things I do

It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you....''

~ First Paper ~

2005-04-06T19:30:00.000+08:00

Just finished MBT paper. Well... its kind of shocking to see homologous recombination worth 15 marks! I thought it would cum out in mcq =( Anyway, the essay came out as I predicted. Well...there's the only consolation for me....Memorised all the DNA muatations, DNA polymerase, Repair strategies but all came out in MCQ... hm..so much for de tips yea? =X

Overall, kinda satisfied n hopefully can get B. God bless me =D

My room is finally set up. Wardrobe, study table and book shelves. Kind of good feeling to have a room on my own. haha! Everything my sister bring food in, I can say :' Don't eat here' . HeHe..out they go..lol...kinda evil of me =X

In the past, have to constantly nag at my youngest sister nt to eat in the room and not to throw her clothes everywhere. Now....haha dun nid le... My 2nd sister will have the 'honour' of taking her in hand. =D

How I wish exams can pass faster.... so many nice tv shows I cant watch!!!! ArGh!! N when my exams are done, I left only a week plus before I go for attachment. China dun haf ' Hai Tun Wan Lian Ren' or ' Liu Jin Shui Yue' or any HK dramas I suppose.... Thats kinda sad... =(

Anyone wana volunteer to lend me de vcds? haha =D

My aim is to watch ALL de HK drama I've miss out!!! Like ' Mi Qing Jia Zu' , ' Mei Li Zi Wang' , 'Dong Du Shen Tan'... the list is still pending.... =.=

Oh yar! TWINS ROX TO DA CORE!! Finally people in Spore know who is TWINS n Daniel Wu!!!

Their chinese debut album is nice but I still prefer the canto ver =) Its more natural n vocally strong ^o^

TWINS RULEZ!

House of Fury is another movie I MUZ WATCH!! Daniel Wu n Twins n Stephen Fong are the pop sensation man! They've talent n looks!

Another point about HK stars is that they dun rise to fame OUT OF DE BLUE. They strive and have REAL QUALITY unlike some 'cat dog' stars that became popular overnight and poof! Gone in a vanish.

Events are packing up after exams. Chalets, cycling, sentosa hm... this makes time seem to pass even FASTER....

Hm...this semester is going to end soon... The ending that dictates the begining....

This semster have been real fun. Bball session, badminton, celebrating birthdays, V-days, CNY etc...etc... The ending will be more beautiful if I can score well in my exams...so now... I shldnt be blogging rite? haha!

Yup... Gtg... May miracle befall unto me this round.... =^o^=

~Everybody got something they had to leave behind,
One regret from yesterday that seems to grow with time,
There is no use lookin back or wondering,
How it could been now or might have been,
All this i know , but still i cant find ways to let u know,

I never had a dream come true,Til the day that i found u,
You are the one i think about each day,
And i know no matter where life takes me to apart of me will always be with u

Somewhere in my memory I've lost a sense of time
And tomorrow could never be
Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind and theres no use lookin back or wonderin

Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try, I just cant say goodbye...~

~ yEaH! My cOm is BCK!! ~

2005-04-02T17:17:00.000+08:00

WoAh! I'm finally back after wad seems like AGES!! From the day I last blogged at my old hse till now..hm..life w/o computer is indeed BORING! But I've also learnt to slp early haha! =D

My computer desk came yesterday evening. Dad installed the com well..of coz with MY HELP haha! We did the installation from morning till 4pm!! Alot drilling and wiring to do. But now everythings done =)

The computer came bck at de 'wrong' time....haha My exams are approaching.. =X

Hm..nuting much recently cause exams approaching..so scary...wish mi luck yea?

Blog more later.... Saty tuned! =D

~ Life is BORING w/o Computer

2005-03-21T17:31:00.000+08:00

So long nv blog le... n I seem to have MIA frm MSN yea? All the fault of shifting hse! I'm now in edmond hse... haha do my rpts n yea... he fell asleep =X Decided to do a short blog in case people thought I've vanish from Earth.

Days w/o computer is really tough... No MSN, No Internet...argh..No entertainment. Cannot do my sch rpts also. When will the stupid table and telephone line be fixed!? Seems like ages~

Went to Yishun BK to discuss IM seminar. Finally fnish de project.

Gtg home..more when my com is up

~ Immune System Down ~

2005-03-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

Headache + Fever.

I also duno how cum I'm sick. I nv eat fried or spicy stuff. Went to lecture at 11am. During the lecture, its really cold... its like those feeling you get when you're gona have a fever =( My head is also throbbing so in the end, I went home after the 1 hr lect.

Had no appetite for lunch. Ate 2 Panadol tablets and went to slp hoping that the headache will subside.

Since I promised my fren that I'll go for tuition today, I had no choice. The tuition ended at 9pm. Still had to walk home from 765... sob... the headache hadn't gotten any better =(

Tml HBD lect is at 8am. What an 'auspicious' time to get sick when I'm moving hse with plenty of things to pack and HBD lect is kinda impt. How I hope that Cell tech lect exchange timing with HBD ...

Maybe the higher one's expectations, the harder one'll be satisfied. Not all individuals are the same after all... and it's difficult to understand one another sometimes...

Have to sleep soon... head's feeling 'heavy' =(

You don't know how good you have it until you don't have it anymore~

Dream as if you'll live forever, Live as if you'll die today~

A friend is someone who will dance with you in the sunlight, and walk
beside you in the shadows~

~ Tired Tired~

2005-03-14T20:51:00.000+08:00

Monday blues. A very tiring day. Let me recount wad has happen....

Woke up at 7am. Actually did nt want to go to sch because the morning lecture is really a waste of my time n I always slp during his lecture. But since I promised my frenz tt I'll be in school to study and also I had to help Junwei pass his stuffs to Joey and Aloysius so no choice but to drag myself outta bed.

Since its a boring lecture, I dilly-dally n left my hse only around 8am. haha! I reached the lect rm at 8.30am =D Really regretted going to school... after the lecture ended at 9am, we had a SUPER LONG BREAK till 3pm !!! Omg! 6 hrs of break!

Went to the tutorial room. Flip a few pages of my Cell Tech book & decided I'm tooo tired. Wanted to sleep but since Amelia and Yi Zhen came in, we started chatting, from beds to feng shui to ghost...haha!

Afterwich, Pei Fong and WeiSheng came in too. Another conversation strike up. haha! We talked till 2pm n went for lunch.

I brought Cell Tech, HBD and IM lect notes with the intention of revision but ended up TALKINg =X

I almost dozed off during IM lect hm..well... I DID dozed off..haha! Really very tired. I also duno why. Today I've been kinda quiet ba ( haha! Am I? ) Well... at least I did not have the energy to argue with Ruishen and have no reaction to Clement's gimmick.. Practically dragged myself home... this is how tired I am~

I was thinking ' faster go home den can slp le'. But sooo sickening! I forgot to bring my hse keys!!! Argh! N my mum n sisters are in the new hse painting. Too bad, I had to wait outside the corridor. Thank goodness my sister brought her hp along if nt I'll still be locked out by now.

Luckily for me, I've free incoming call and can talked on de phone to kill my time until my mum came bck =D

Had to prepare dinner once I step foot into the hse. Don't even have time to bath needless to say sleep. After preparing dinner den can peacefully bath and relax. I dun like to sleep straight after my meals so here I'm blogging away though my eyes are half-opened. Waiting for 9pm show 'You are The One'...

Tml no school but still had to go Edmond's hse to discuss IM seminar =( Evil lecturers, y can't they give us projects right at the start of the semester? Muz wait until near final exams den bombard us with 2 IM projects !? Trying to train our stress endurance? ZzZz...

I'm very scared of MBT final exam. Cause its really tough and Alvin did nt give any tips!! We had to memorise every damn thing in the 2 thick lect notes! Sob...sob.... y so evil? =(

I won't know the ending. 1 step at a time, I suppose...

~*~ I don't wanna say goodbye to you

Love is one big illusion I should try to forget

But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up

Now you're the one to make it stop

I'm the one who's feeling lost right now

Now you want me to forget every little thing you said

But there is something left in my head

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere

Don't know which way to go

There is so much to say now between us

There ain't so much for you

There ain't so much for me anymore ~*~

~ Busy & Stressful Week ~

2005-03-13T21:00:00.000+08:00

Sunday. A time for relaxation. But this doesnt happen in my case.

Was woken up at 7.15am by my parents to help out in painting the 'new' hse!!! Went for super early breakfast at 768. I'm sooo tired...but no choice....

I painted the whole room by myself... light pink n blue... though very tiring but will have a sense of achievement when I see my 'masterpiece' accomplished =D

This is the FIRST time I ever painted my hse n I can gurantee that painting IS NOT AT ALL FUN!! Initially I also thought it was easy.

Just dip the roller into the paint ----> take it out ---> Paint. Seems easy yea?

But once you REALLY get down to business, its gona make your backache, handache, headache haha! Basically its a gruelling task. Not to mention getting my hands all STAINED with pink n blue but luckily it can be scrubbed off if not I'll go to sch tml looking like some weird construction painter =X

Its a PERFECT exercise though...but I still prefer Bball! Haha! Less strenous and I dun haf to bend down 1000 times until my back ache =(

I did protest and asked my dad hw cum dun hire painters? He say its ex but he hired movers =X So ironic, aren't movers more ex ?!

Anyway, thank godness there'll be MOVERS.. Such a relieve to hear that =)

We painted till 6pm. I came home around 6+ while my sisters are still painting ( 8+pm). Luckily Gim Ann reminded me of MBT rpt if not, I'll still be painting =(

Pei Rong is complaining abt the hse..lol! No eateries nearby, facing the school, no park, limited choice for buses and FAR frm Adm MRT! I totally AGREE!!!

I really dun wish to walk pass WRSS again! I've taken that path for 4yrs le!!! N now, everything cums back, not only that, I've to face the school for duno-how-long !! ZzZz! Hate facing schools.

Somemore, we cannot accustomed to the sudden shrinkage of size. haha! I think we will learn to treasure things only when we lose them. Last time, we used to complain that the hse is big and the staircase is so 'ma fan'. Cleaning up also tedious. But now, if given another option, I'll opt to STAY. I dun mind cleaning up le...but too late isnt it? =(

I'll also miss my neighbour, afterall it has been 8 years le... But like how the Chinese proverb goes:' Tian xia wu bu shan zhi yan xi' ( Hm... my chinese isnt gd, if its wrong, correct me yea =D )

My parents' room color combination is so yucky! Told my dad that green CANNOT go with PINK, but he said ' mummy likes green so paint green'. haha!

The result= A Safari!! Pink = Flamingoes. Green= Tropical Forest. Welcum to Zoo cum Bird Park ^o^ hohoho! My dad kind of regretted his choice haha! Told u le ma... muz trust OUR TASTE =D U nv listen... hehehe!

I still like my room da best. I'm going to put Precious Moments, Glow-in-dark galaxy and maybe a few Sammi pics =D

Yesterday was far more fun. Went to Jurong point with the intention of gettin Pei Fong's bday pressie but ended up eating Mos burger that was like kinda ex. Quantity and Expenditure are inversely proportional. Their burger is so hm... minute? I think they suppose everybody has TINY stomach and will 'feel' full after eating the 'cute' mini-sized' burger. But too bad, when I'm really hungry, I can eat a cow. So pls serve a MINI-COW nxt time k ? =)

Decided to go CWP since there's a Hallmark shop. Bought a Happy Hse figure. haha! Its cute =D

Talked on MSN yest until I also no time to blog. haha! Actually certain times seriousness is needed. Like asking certain questions or answering. Some things also canot be taught de... it must come frm within =)

Ok..guess I gotta stop here.

Tired.... =^o^=

~ nOiSy~

2005-03-11T20:05:00.000+08:00

Argh! Its soo noisy! I can hear the drilling noises even when I was walking along the corridor. I thought it was my neighbour doing some renovation work..but nope! The contractors are IN my hse doing duno-wad to the windows. Wrong timing!! I can't watch tv, cannot eat my dinner in peace n worst still! I thought I can get some sleep when I reached home ( 7pm) but it doesn't seem so with all the irritating drilling noises.

Haiz..so tiring... no choice but to blog while waiting for my dad to buy dinner home.

Today is a v long and tiring day. I'm so listless in Cell Tech prac & even fell asleep during IM lect. haha! Must 'train' myself to sleep earlier =X

Gim Ann did the dissection of the mice. Ew...so scary... Have to cut away the outer skin (fur) den the inner membrane followed by cutting out the spleen... The mice were suffocated and their eyes are opened...literally 'staring' at you... =(

Like the Chinese proverb ' Wo bu sha bo ren, bo ren jue ying wo er si ' <---- juz learnt tis frm RS ..hope I get it right.

How can I study Forensic in future?! haha! I really have NO GUTS to dissect small animals needless to say-corpse ( hm... thinking abit far le haha...)

The prac was super long! 9am- 1.30pm !! I am so hungry that I can eat a cow! ^o^

Went for IM lect that is soooo boring & since Edmond isn't dere to crap with..I fell asleep during the lect...haha! We took alot of pictures today! Yeah! My com will have new update of pics! =D

HBD lect was still ok because Miss Ang often 'freeze' us with her jokes so will not fall asleep furthermore tt Clement is always disturbing me.. His trick is always the same de..haha! Gt new tactics ma? I v smart le lo...haha >.<

Poor Ruishen kana suan until so cham... nobody help u ar? LoL! Muz train u for China ma... cannot blame us de...haha ^o^

Maybe shld go train up ur verbal skills and learn to speak FAST? hehe! I can teach u yea? =D

Well dinner's back! Woah... 8pm le... n the contractors still at work..haiz... when can the PEACE regain?! I wan QUIETNESS!!!

Hope you're feeling better from your cough =) Drink more water n learn to bring water to sch ma... U can buy those metallic waterbottle..anyway ur bag soo big gt ample space de la.. haha! =D

13-03-05 . Such a 'special' date of coz I'll remember la... haha! Although my memory not good but certain dates and things I keep in mind de.... =)

Shall update more..till den...DINNER TIME!!! =D

~ Upcoming STRESS!! ~

2005-03-10T23:00:00.000+08:00

Hm... yest did not know wad to blog...acutally today was also normal but I think I shall blog. I prefer reading people's blog now..haha...

Was late for 8am HBD lesson =X HBD practical was kinda gross as we had to collect urine samples again~ Luckily Edmond is my lab partner..haha Thnks Ed =D We had to centrifuge the sample and obtain the sediment. But Ed's sample had no observable sediment haha..ended up with liquid sample..ew... I just dun like handling with samples such as urine, blood, stool etc etc...

I changed my first option from Resarch & Development to Bio-enterprise. This is the FIRST time I made my own decision w/o consulting my dad =D I doubt he knew about the change....haha shall tell him tonight & see wad's his response =)

I prefer jobs that are interesting, have communication with different people so decided business over R&D. To me, its kinda boring staying in labs most of the time looking at cells growing... I prefer to look at people haha! Observe different kinds of people =D

Today did some catching up with Pei Fong. haha! =D We had alot to talk about even though in different class now.. But too bad her lesson starts at 2pm so cannot gossip anymore..sob..sob.. From what she told me, her predicament almost same as mine la... but you still got Weimei ma.. haha! At least got ppl share your happiness lei.... =D But I think now even though you see *** also normal le, except that white vampire... getting whiter everytime I see him... =X

Oh yar! She updated me on this news. Really surprising, out of the blue, unpredictable and shocking. haha! I doubt you wana follow *** way rite? LoL =D

Must update our news patch with each other more often~~ ^o^ How I wish Time can turn back & you did not choose PCT track... hai... all the lecturer's fault to brain-washed ppl... haha =X

She wanted to join me for bball but too bad our project discussion ended at 1+pm. Nxt time ba k? =)

The weather is soo GOOD. Y? Because the sun is burning =D But I hate my skin cells! They got back to normal color agn!! Despite the fact that we've played from 2-4...think I gotta 'ren ming' le... =(

Did not play much because I pulled my arm muscle while trying to get the ball... Really did not want to cry but the instantaneous pain is so much so that tears just came out... =(

Invountary control of tears duct.

Ate at FJ. Gettin bored with the food in NYP le...How?

Realised that Kay Yip isn't as 'dao' as I thought him to be in secondary school although his words are also minimum.. lol...

He can still go to work despite being so tired, furthermore he stayed in JB. Hardworking~~ I can nv do tt..haha! Once I reach home, I flop on my bed, read a few pages of storybk and sleep till 8pm...

Surprising and ironic that you told me to 'jia you'. haha! Tell me also no use de >.<

Hm... I'm going to move hse tis sunday... so sad... I love my present hse!! The new hse though is nice but cannot adapt to it ba... coz no more staircase le... =(

Time really flies. Today Richard gave us forms for attachment and final year project. In a twinkle of an eye, I'll be in China for 3 mths ---> bck in spore to do final yr proj ---> Graduate!

I still duno wad I wana be.... I only noe I muz study till Masters ---- I hope I can..if nt I'll end up washing test tubes & centrifuge....waah!! Nightmare! I dun wan!! =(

Hm... gotta go bck n complete IM rpt. Till then... Lights OUT.

~*~ Waiting for something that will never happen is nothing but a waste of Time ~*~

~ Tired Tuesday ~

2005-03-08T17:05:00.000+08:00

I was being waken up by Junwei when he called at 7.30am. Oh no! 7.30! I'm late for IM lect!!

Muz thanks him for giving me morning call if not I'll continue sleeping~ I skipped my breakfast and left hse at 8+. Feel kinda guilty at first but in de end, he was late =X

Ironically, u woke up ealier den mi, still can give me morning call but ended up I still have to wait at de platform... But at least gt ppl accompany me late..haha! =D

JW is also going to China =) Finally made up your indecisive mind after so long..Worst den me lei.. ^o^ Now our grp haf 7 ppl le! Haha! More lively =D

Lesson ended super early- 9.35am!

Can you imagine this is the time whereby most ppl get ready for sch while we're already dimissed ?!

But too bad..Life has it that I canot go hm straight. Stayed in the boring library n discuss the boring IM project that totally bored me to tears =(

The area near the discussion room smells. Can the librarian take action abt it instead of barging in TWICE to inform us that the room is not sound-proof? Thanks alot yea? Cause' we pay a considerable sum of money to enjoy the clean and comfortable facilities.

Stayed in the discussion room from 12+ till 2.30pm. Did some discussion but ended up playing tic-tac-toe, reading cookbooks n talking..haha... When did the fad of reading cookbooks started? LoL!

But the Ice-Cream cookbook is sooo yummy! I can EAT up the book! =D

Chocolate Tiramisu, Dark Chocolate Ice cream ( my FAV!! =D), Pistachio ice cream, Lavendar & vanilla ice cream...omg! I'm hungry!!!

Can see but cannot eat..so near yet so far... Ain't it a TORTURE? ....sob...sob... =(

We have another project cumin up- IM rpt.

Unluckily, I'm the secretary. Muz take minutes which I've never done b4 in my life. Ended up like a laughing stock =X so evil.... haha....

Suddenly realise that time is running out.

Now is already Wk 12 and our finals are on Wk 16. Furthermore, there're TWO projects to hand in and I still have the hassle of moving hse! haizz.... of all timings my dad chose March =(

I'm feeling so guilty because yesterday my dad asked me for my CT results n I told him.......................................... haven release yet......................................... its a white lie but I guessed I'll tell him today. If not the guilt and tension gona take their toll on me =(

Pray hard that he will not not allow me to go China.... pray H-A-R-D..... =X

Guess I gotta sign off here~

Things to Do:

1. Type and forward minutes to my grp.
2. ABC rpt.
3. Research on Biofilms.
4. TELL MY DAD MY CT RESULTS =(

Interesting Short Poem:

The Pearl
There are many fish in the ocean that swim and swirl
But it's the oyster that turns water into Pearl;
Ideas numerous, as many drops as the ocean can hold
But it's the person who can turn ideas into gold.

~*~ The worst way to miss someone is to have them standing right next to you and know you can't have them ~*~

~ MoNdAy bLuEs~

2005-03-07T12:20:00.000+08:00

Actually didn't have time to blog today coz there is IM rpt to hand in tml! Argh! sicko IM! But last min when I was almost through with it, Andy's msn nick say: IM rpt hand in on Fri.
Wow! Wad a great news!! =D IM rpts always drive me mad~

I reached home around 6+, ate my dinner den felt so sleepy that I sacrifice my 7.30pm show to SLEEP. haha! To me, sleep is the most impt. Monday is my 'dish-washing' day after dinner.

But I'm so tired that I went to slp immediately after dinner n threw all the dishes in the basin. haha! My mum screamed for me to do the dishes..actually I can hear her but I'm juz too tired to crawl out of my bed =X So in the end..... she helped me to wash. haha! so nice =)

Mon lesson always start at 8am! 'Inauspicious timing' ! Had to pull myself outta bed...such a 'cruel' task =(

The first lect is a total disaster! The lecturer is practising his oral skills in a monotonous way. Make mi feel so sleepy but luckily crap with Ed den keep luffing until bcum COA. haha! Muz control~~

We had break till 3pm. Totally BORED. Stayed inside the tut room crap, read cook books- omg! the food is sooooooooo tempting!!! EDMOND! LEARN hw to cook them hor! Food n lodging in China depend on you le! =D RS will volunteer to wash the dishes dun worry..den I'll volunteer to be ur 'food gourmet' FOC! Honoured ma? ^o^

I'll require a physcologist soon le =X

Today went to eat laksa at Yishun. So amazing I could finish a bowl, maybe I'm too hungry le~ But its not as spicy as you say, it IS spicy but still can take it.. I also gt eat b4 de lei... =D

You buy things on impulse n sumore so fast... No wonder your mum will nag at you for having THREE bags haha.. But tt bag is unqiue (total coolness) unless Converse..whole NYP walk where also can c tt bag...

Hm... think I shall end here..type too much aint gd sumtimes~ =p

In summary: Monday blues? haha! Nope..it isnt. Fun ,crappy n...nice =)

Tml lesson agn at INAUSPICIOUS timing! Oh yar b4 I forget..Jia you to you n..haha! I will give u a little help if u wan ^o^ Besides that, cherish it!

Time OUT

~ another normal SundAy~

2005-03-06T22:03:00.000+08:00

Its rare that I woke up at 12am today. Normally, I'll auto wake up at 10am. Guess I'm too tired le ba...

Had to buy lunch for my sister n 'brunch' for myself. So troublesome... my parents went JB agn.
Lunch n dinner had to settle by ourselves. I'm too lazy to cook so my dinner= a bun.

Suddenly have craving for porridge only..others doesn't seem appetizing...

I saw Ruishen, Dennis and Joe when I went Adm Place to packet food. They're going to Yissue's hse to discuss IM proj...

While I'm carrying packets of food, they had green tea for lunch. haha! I think my food seem tempting to them =D

I saw my private tutor too! =) She came bck from England after graduating with a Master! So power rite! How I wish I can be like her too~~ But obviously she doesnt recognise me and since she's chatting with her fren, I did not call her.

She's gona teach in the SAME sch as my mum!! Woodgrove Pri Sch. Such a SML SML world =D

Came home, ate my brunch and started to do my sickening reports. I've completed MBT and HBD...at least accomplished something on a Sunday =)

Faced the box till 3+ then went to walk my fren's dog- Whisky. I tot it was called Lucky all along... =X

I 'taught' it to play the slide. Ain't that fun? =D

I reckon my fren ever brought it to the playground needless to say- slide. I suppose dogs like grass patches? It just lied down on the grass and refused to nudge no matter how we pulled the leash. Wad a funny scene =D It seems to know what it want =) In the end, my fren had to carry it home. But the dog is really light..underweight dog~~

Walking Whisky reminds me of my own dog... My dog too plays the slide, catching, tag-of-war...Memories came back~

So Junrong, you dun anyhw say hor~~Walking Whisky is NT an excuse =D
You can also update me your latest news since you so 38 =D Thanks for your 'encouraging' testimonial haha! Same to you too =^o^=

Regarding your prediction hor, I think very little probabilty ba... Cause 'say' and 'do' is different things. For example, you can walk into a shop and see the clothes you like but nv buy. Furthermore, it takes courage, even more courage for certain people. Till then, its just lidat...so dun anyhow ASSUME ^o^

No nice TV show except Apprentice. Guess I gotta wait till 10pm so here I'm blogging away....

Not much for today, I can even summarise in a line- Walked the dog and did 2 rpts. Wad a monotonous life!!!

Yeah! Tml sch ends at 4pm <--- Latest update I got frm Soonsim. Tt Cell Tech lecturer ar...really duno what to say abt her/him sia...

Opps! Apprentice start le!!!!!!!!! TV TIME!!!!!!!!!

OUT.

~ pOsiTiVe oUtLoOk ~*~

2005-03-05T12:46:00.000+08:00

Firstly, I wana thnks my frenz who gave me encouragment n concern over my CT results. I'm feeling better le... Saggitaurus are optimistic, remember? =D

I read this forwarded email & found it v meaningful. Life has 2 choices- happy or sad. We must always choose the positive outlook.

' Do not be afraid of moving slow. Be afraid of standing still. '

Guess I gotta pull up my socks and study consistently for my finals. Lets work hard together yea? =D

Yest talked to PF via MSN.

Kinda miss the times when we were together creating havoc n high decibel in class, looking out for vampire n ...... , studying n spotting exam qns together, going to gym n swimming, gossip, share our problems...She's a good advisor (sort of..haha), skipping lects n tuts =D

Well... I'm feeling okay just slightly worried that after my dad know my results he won't allow me to go China...*sob...sob*

Today woke up at 10 -- as usual by my mum incessant nagging.

Vacuumed the floor. What a chore~~

We're supposed to pack our things into boxes but I really duno where to start . There're so many things! So might as well....dun pack! bahaha! My mum was nagging n nagging n NAGGING.

Shifting hse is soo troublesome! Worst still, the new hse is quite a distance from the mrt! Argh! Sumore only have bus 962!! N the best part is... it has a wonderful view of Woodlands Ring Pri Sch!! Nothing can be more paranomic than this ^o^

But, the interior is nice n I hope it'll be windy too... if not...Dad, you dun complain when I switch on the air-con yea? haha!

Yeah! Finally I can design my own room!!Tthinking of painting my room..............................

Light Pink + Light blue. haha! Haven really decide but I think this combination is kinda sweet n serene. Any suggestions? =D

My ears are at peace at 2pm when my family went to JB. =D I must praise my ears for their good endurance! *o*

Actually intended to go Suntec and watch movie. But the queue was sooooo LONG.

Spore really v small... hangouts during weekends are super crowded. Imagine if I'm now in Aust or USA...wow! So many places to go =D

Anyway, we went back to Raffles Place n ate at Lau Pa Sa. Nv went there b4. Sometimes I wonder am I a Singaporean? =X

Raffles place is amazingly DESERTED... little cars n ppl... all flocked to City Hall i guess.

Decided to go back Bishan to catch a movie hopefully there'll be no/lesser queue. I also nida buy hairclips for my 3rd sis.

But too bad...the movie either started or nxt timing at 9+pm...
So just walked around and bought drinks...

Main aim= watch movie but ended up eating... Travel all the way from North to e-a-t. Luckily I've mrt concession =D

Its fun though, better den staying at hm n face boxes =D

I'm v sleepy but still have to watch Guess Show at 9pm coz it totally rox! So funny =D

YaWns....My eyes are closing soon~ More thoughts n events cumin up. Stay tune =)

Sweet dreams...n Lights O-U-T ~*~^*~

Things to Do:

1. Pack my things.
2. Get more NEW songs frm my frenz =D
3. Read my storybook.
4. START TO STUDY!!!!!! (someone muz remind me EVERYDAY k? Canot SLACK!!
5. Haunt my fren to UPDATE de blog ^o^

~*~ I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along.. ~*~

Results Out... Disappointed....

2005-03-04T23:23:00.000+08:00

Common test results are released today. I'm actually quite pleased with the results when Soon Sim called and told me when I was in the library. 1A, 2B+..but until I went to look at the rest of the results, I gt 2 C+ !! Hai... such a big letdown =(

I really duno how shld I tell my dad abt this... he'll surely reprimand me & begin his lecture on how slacked I've been etc etc....den I gona stand there n listen to his lecture for like 1 hr+....

I decided not to tell him today as his mood was really bad. When I returned from sch, his face was like charcoal...

But 'paper canot contain fire', sooner or later he'll ask since SP also have Common test and their results are released.

Y muz my dad be a lecturer?

Sometimes its very sad and stressful when my sisters got good grades and mine is so borderline. My 2nd sis always top her class even for O-levels..she gt 7 As... but I gt only 1 pathetic A for CT. How shld I put it? Hm... my sis always do my parents proud. N me being the eldest has nothing to prove... So I dun like being the eldest. Ppl tend to compare...

' How cum you dun go SP since ur father is dere?' <--- I dun like ppl askin tis qns....

Y muz I go SP just because my father is dere? To get the lecturers' attention onto me as Mr Choy's daughter? Just because my dad is a lecturer so my grades will also be superb? Well.. maybe I'm an exception- my grades aint great.

I dun think anyone will understand ba... the feeling is very hard to describe in words.

Although most of the time I will just luff it off when ppl say my 2nd sis is like my elder sister, her results all so powerful etc..etc... but maybe laughter is the best avoidance and mask for me. I feel proud of my sister yet at the same time I envy her~ I hope to have brains like hers~

Wads done canot be undone. Dun cry over spilled milk. But its like having a beautiful bubble bursting right unto my face...

I was confident for HBD, ABC n IM...but my confidence only lead to my painful fall...

Well... I won the bet with Junwei cause he did better than me for HBD. He got straight As for ALL his modules...so he'll be prepared to gimme a treat =) I won't 'chop vegetable head' de..relax ^o^

Hm... I duno what to type le... feeling dejected whenever I thought of IM & Cell Tech =(

I must work harder n.... have motivation to study~~ Can someone please motivate me? Everytime I studied and thought I will do well for that module, it's always out of my expectation.

Hope Tml will be a better day~ Muz cheer up =)

'' Why am i still holding back my tears In this loneliness there's nothing to fear
Why am i still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather but it just draws me deeper
How do i get out of this I think i never will
A crystal forming in the eye
Maybe this would be the last
The winding pathdown my face....''
Till i begin to taste the bitternessinside.....

~*~ Darkness dawned till den....out. ~*~

sPoRts Day =D

2005-03-03T12:10:00.000+08:00

Played badminton and bball. Too long never exercise le... muscle cramp =( Nevertheless, its still fun! Played bball in the rain...its so slippery..I fell down n had a slight graze. But always play bball sure haf injuries de... immune to it le =D Wan to play so canot complain..haha!

Played single with Junwei n I lost.. 4-11... also nt tt bad la since I am newbie =) Played with RS: 6-11..played with Thomas: 0-11 !! Omg! Its the fastest game set! N I set the 'highest' record =D Nobody can break it de ^o^

Bball is kinda fun but will be better if there is SUN!! I am still as white as ever!! Can't figure out how cum my tan doesn't stay!! No matter how long I stay under the sun till I become ROASTED, within a day or two....poof! My tan is GONE!! Magic show also not tis fast .... =(

But too much UV ray is bad... I can only depend on playing sports to get tan...sob-sob.. =(

I seem to have a fetish for tan color tones... I dun like white..but KEANU REEVES seemed to differ =) hehe!

Muz be like DANIEL WU!! Tan, Toned & Talented! bahaha! 3 'Ts'. Little wonder he's a MODEL.

Muz STOP my dream abt Daniel Wu!!!!

Found out that Amelia also like Daniel Wu and HK stuff!! Totally cool!!! Furthermore her frenz are going to HK tis May!!

OMG!! Its HK!

My dream country! The gorgeous food, stylish clothings and who noes maybe I'll meet Daniel Wu & Sammi Cheng at Soho! ( de popular hangout for stars) Who wana SPONSOR my trip? *o*

In my dreams~~~ ^o*

Tml timetable SUX! Prac end at 10am, nxt lesson at 3pm!!

Oh yar, tml we gotta inject mice.Ew... so scary... I duno who's gona dare do that? Although I dislike rodents, mice, rats, hamster etc...put it simply- I only like DOG. I won't dare to inject it needless to say- kill it...

Hm... today is another normal day...so think I gotta pen off here... Hope tml will be a better day =)

~**~ You are what happen when I wish upon a Star~**~

Sleeping~~

2005-03-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

All new season Amazing Race is BACK!!

Rob & Amber- the infamous couple in Survivor, seem to be joining reality shows to 'earn' money. All eyes are on their relationship but I suppose such fame will extinguish soon just like what happened to William Hung.

My sis is soo into Amazing Race that she couldn't even miss 1 min if nt she'll DIE ( tts wad she said) =X Weirdo~~ I only enjoy watching Apprentice and Simple Life.

Today's 9pm show is kinda touching esp the part whereby Simon did so many things to please Yukiko but to no avail. Such a good guy- can cook, funny, devoted, cute..wah! extinct liao!! haha! =D

My dad bought a Sony digi cam for me to bring to China =) haha! thnks dad!

I'll take lotsa pics and upload onto my blog but hm... I duno hw..haha! I MUZ LEARN it!!

So cool rite? Go China & can get a digi cam! Bahaha! My sisters are seeing green~~ juz jk =)

I changed my blogskin to Jimmy Liao's comic pic. Simple yet nice. Credits to Soon Sim =)

But 'TongHua' song also gone le... =(

Actually planned to watch movie today, but since my fren is still in sch, I decided to go home first. But too bad... once I reached hm, I switched on the air-con n sleep.... too tired le... =(

Sorry yea? =)

Time to slp agn....haha! It seems like I'm always slping..lol!

YeAh! Tml finally can play BBALL & Badminton le!! Waited sooo long! Muz train up for NAPFA! =D

Good Nitez .... Lights OUT ~~*^~~

Rainy Day ~*~

2005-03-02T19:10:00.000+08:00

Not yet dinner time so decided to blog since I'm way too bored.

After my second sis ( Pei Rong) quitted Temasek JC, she cooks dinner for us everyday! haha! Her culinary skills are superb! yeah! I have delicious dinner =D Stewed chicken drumsticks and potatoes, fried beansprouts with mushrooms..yum yum! She takes great pride n enjoyment in cooking unlike me~~ I just dump everything into the cooking pot ( instant noodles + whenever edible food I can find). But I think my spaghetti doesn't taste that bad rite? =D Any takers?

Today during ABC prac, I was told that the Ch 8 show was named ' Are You The One?' and ppl like Clement say my blog is too pinkish!!! haha! I going to change it TODAY =D

I found a cool blogskin by Jimmy Liao- the famous Taiwan author. NO MORE PINK COLOR le la... evil ppl..always suaning me.... =(

But I still like PINK! Its versatile, simple n sweet =)

The aroma of dinner is calling me!!! =D

More later....OUT

Starz are Shining Brightly ~**

2005-03-01T23:56:00.000+08:00

Yo peeps! I'm bck for more stuffz.

My nap became a slumber till 6+pm. haha! I'm WIDE-AWAKE now...doubt I can slp tonight.

Watched Ch 8 'You Are The One'. This show totally blew me off! It's so funny that you can luff your guts out ( abit exaggerating =D) I like the arguement between Meiman & Raymond. Its always straight to the point and against MCP!! Yeah! WoMaN ruLeZ =D

I like Nadia Chan's dressing in the show. Its simple yet elegant =D N her chinese has improved tremendously! She frm HK...HK simply rawls!

I did not catch CSI because there're NO subtitles!!! Argh! Only Malay subtitles! Those powerful oral english leave me bedazzled at the end of the show. haha! Can only ask Ruishen for the sypnosis.

4 months le (since dec) I've know you...though only start to noe you better after 25/12. Time really flies. Though not much has been said, I understand de. Things that you just typed in msn tell me that all these while is worth it. I still can update my blog in China & dere is sumthing call phone. Though it's kinda ex but still gt msn... =D sigh...dun say le...later I'll be homesick....

3 mths nt long nt short...but for me...its kinda long coz 1st time away from family & frenz.

Anything can happen within 3 mths...maybe when I come back something could have- be it better or worst.... =)

Don lose your way
With each passing day
You have come so far
Don throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope & glory
Hold to the truth in your heart
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by...........For you and I ~*~^~*

Begining of a New Month ~^~

2005-03-01T15:00:00.000+08:00

Unknowingly, it's already March. Time flies.

Final exams are cumin~ which also means it's drawing nearer to my China attachment. Shld I be excited? Well... I think I am.

Quite surprised to learn that Jeff and Jiangyuan will be joining us too. Which means there'll be 6 of us going to China. Ain't that exciting? =D

Though I've doubts but guess I gona be optimistic. In addition, my second sis said she might visit me!!! haha! I'm looking forward to tt~~

Today sch ended early agn- 11am! ABC lect was postpone to tml. But I had to stay back in sch to complete my IM prac rpt. Thanks to Gim Ann for sending me his. If nt, its really gona be a STRUGGLE.

I completed it quite fast. Y? Because its all Ctrl-C and Ctrl-V...den....viola! My rpt is done! ^o^

In this course, there'll always be TONS of rpts to do. sigh....

Tml we'll have straight lessons till 2pm. Great isn't it? =X

Yesterday, we went to Tampines Safra Sakura Japanese Restaurant to celebrate my sister's GCE results. The buffet was okay...but kinda ex. Buffet is nv worthy unless you can eat till you drop... =D

Reached home around 10+ and went online to do rpts but ended up chatting and searching for NEW blogskin!! haha! I am so happy =D

I found my FAVOURITE characters- Precious Moments, Hallmark Forever Frenz bear and Tatty Bear! =D Actually wanted to change de blogskin but to no avail due to my 'superb' understanding of html codes & IT.

IT = Greek+ Latin+French+Germany+ Hebrew (to me...) =(

IT genes dun run in my family- I suppose.

Went to slp at 1+ and was late for IM lect for 20mins!!

I forgot that today's lesson was 8am n NOT 9am...haha! =D

I'm so tired that I had to DRAG myself outta bed...yAwNs...before I end..I want to thanks my friends who've help make my blog possible =D

Thanks lot! Luv yasssss! =D

My eyes are closing on me le... gtg get a wink. Be back for more =)

Nitez- OUT

sLacKed ~*~^

2005-02-28T13:00:00.000+08:00

Woah! One word to describe today- SLACKED !!

I thought we had lessons till 5 but in de end our prac ended at 9+ and the nxt tutorial is at 2!! Argh!!! Shld've be able to play bball de! But too bad...I wore SKIRT =(

So, the usual lazy me will SKIP de tut.. =D I reached home at 11am.

Here I'm blogging away with my air-con at full blast and the rare PEACE. ( because I AM HOME ALONE!! ) Such a wonderful feeling =D

During MBT prac, Edmond asked me to watch 'Shall We Dance'- the movie by Richard Gere and J.Lo.

OMG! Just the mention of the casts and storyline puts me off.

Can you imagine Richard Gere n J.Lo together DANCING?! Having some kind of brother-sister romance?

Richard Gere looks old and tt show has NO HOT HUNKS !! haha! Only dear old Richard. =X

Sorry Ed for tarnishing tt show..but this is my personal opinion yea? No offence =)

I prefer movies that are thriller, adventure, comedy, romance and of coz Hong-kong MOVIES ! They RAWL ! Esp if Daniel Wu, Andy Lau, Sammi.... are the casts ! Woah! A super-duper movie of the CENTURY !

One line summary- A good movie must be audience-interactive and cool actors like Daniel Wu or Keanu Reeves will certainly add SPICE to it ! 2 thumbs up ! =D

O-level results is gona be released at 2pm today !!! I am soooo excited for my sister !!
I hope she can get in NJC and take up her course of interest. Countdown to 2pm= 2 hrs !!!

Good luck babe ! =)

I've gone through the same kind of anxiety and pitter-patter. Nightmares of myself failing, going into ITE, insomia...until finally that GRAND DAY ARRIVES which seems like ages.

Waiting in the hall 'listening' to the as-usual-boring speech by the principal ( I doubt anyone will be listening yea). The MOST EXCITING part comes when you recieved your results and start to peel the envelope open... Gosh! Its even more thrilling than hanging roller coaster ride!

I opened the envelope but dared not look at my points. I used a piece of paper and slowly uncover the individual results....n I couldn't believe my very own eyes that I had to recount the points 3 times. It never crossed my mind that I could obtain that point and I did not fail my A-maths. =D

I gave up on A-maths after my prelims. But since I've already paid for ALL the subjects ( except Physics) I decided to give it a gamble. Good gamble it turned out to be~

How come I dun have such luck when it comes to playing blackjack or 'tai di' ? =X
Hm.... must check it out someday~~

Oh yar! Ed is soo into 'Tong Hua' that he kept singing it during MBT prac. haha! You influenced me until I also wana go K-Box le!! Find one day we shall go n sing until our voice box hoarsed yea? =D

Who knows some star-talent agent might spot us? Just like what happen to Ah-Du.

Just by singing and feeding dogs at construction sites can be heard and viola! He became a BIG STAR in a fortnight.

I should have walked my dog n sang at the same time in the past.... police might come instead of star-agent =X

Ew.....better not take de risk~~ singing in K-Box is a SAFER n Better choice =D

I watched 'The Apprentice' yesterday. I am soo pissed of with STACY!! Argh! She's a LIAR! Just because she's an attorney doesn't mean she can twist the facts around. Perfect example of 'empty vessels make the most noise'.

She's so mean till the extend that she can give a SANCTIMONIOUS SMIRK when Trump was scolding Pamela.

SMIRK! How bimbo-nic !? Gloating over ppl's misfortune.

Stacy, a SMALL piece of advice for you: Get back into your attorney office and continue to be a para-legal because the nxt one to be sacked is YOU. Dun cry over spilled milk when that day arrives yea?

Boy, won't I be soooo happy? =D

Sacking Pamela is really a wrong decision (in my opinion). She's got character, firm stand and leadership qualities. Imagine controlling a group of girls who CAT-FIGHT basically EVERYDAY isn't easy. Furthermore, Apex lost to Mosaic by only US$10 under Pamela's charge. Felicitations! =D

There'll always be greener pastures out there, fret not. =)

High-flyers, career-women...yet they argue, backstab, boycott one another?!
(so disgraceful....)

Recently there're many nice TV progs. Simple Life 2, Apprentice, Survivor, Amazing Race, Guess Show ( by Jacky Wu) Yeah! Life is nv 'empty' agn!! ( haha! abit of exaggeration)

Life must not be empty.

Ppl been asking about hws it going on between me n him. Well... everything's normal ppl =) I also duno hw 2 ans it--- Frenz? haha! Maybe if you noe de ans, you can help mi ans em' ? lol =D

Wow...nearing 1pm le!! Ain't my sister excited!! =D

I'm currently searching for new blogskin and trying to insert songs ( nt music) into my blog. Any good Samaritan? haha =D

Words I Learnt:

1. Sanctimonious- showing that one feels morally superior to other people.
2. Felicitations- Congratulations.
3. A good Samaritan- a person who gives sympathy and help to ppl in trouble.
4. Bimbo-nic- Exclusive found in 'PEIYE' dictionary.

Things to Do:

1. Pack my things ( I'm shifting hse soon...sob sob...)
2. Sleep early ( a seemingly diff chore)
3. Play bball ( I'm getting whiter!! HeLp!! I nid the SUN!!)
4. Study ( I wish too...)

~*~ Waiting for You...~*~^

GeT Well SoOn ~*~^

2005-02-27T21:30:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 10+ as Dad said we're going to Tampines to visit my grandpa who was ill. I'm very scared whenever they said something had happened to my grandparents. Just like last year when he was admitted to hospital and was nearly separated from us...eternally...

The ominous and foreboding feeling is too excrutiating to take.

I can't afford to lose them. I wish for 'FOREVER'....

Neverland only exist in fairytale. Every cycle will have its end but not now...not at this moment..

Life's so unpredictable... I hope he'll get well soon =)

We helped them to clean up the house and bought food for them. At times, I feel really guilty as I can only visit them during the holidays. But they'll be very happy even though my sis n I just stayed for 2 days. They'll buy breakfast, bring us out, cook delicious dinner for us... even though they're already in their eighties.

It's really heart-warming.

My sis n I will chat with them, often resulting in pearls of laughter =D This kind of happiness is simple yet precious.

Wad elderly asked for is really simple...just by visiting them, caring for them can really make their day.

I DESPISE those ppl who abandon or abuse their aged parents. This kind of 'human' will get their derserved retribution ONE DAY. Going up to their pug faces and deliver tight slaps might wake them up.

Woah...y am i soo worked up? =X

Acutally planned to walk my fren's dog but I came home at 6pm and my fren woke up at 5+ pm!! OMG! its PM ppl!! Can you imagine it?! I cant~~

I couldnt imagine anyone who could hibernate this long! If my sister does that, I will surely call AMBULANCE. Y? It seems like the person's going into coma or something.

Ain't that scary~~ well... I'll pay de fine for prank call but get refund from my dad =D

Saving life is more impt yea? =D

Oh yar, dun pin ur hopes on mi to save lives just because I'm a previous SJAB member. ( hm... I doubt anybody in their right mind will.)

St John's will remain the BIGGEST REGRET in my ENTIRE LIFE !!

Argh! Wasted my 4 yrs and get only a.... well....the grade isn't honourable to mention here... It just SUX.

Ppl will ASSUME St John to teach life saving skills and First Aid yea?

Come on man, that's what I initially thought and tt's what drive me to join. Poor Pei ye...her biggest regret starts right dere and that's when all de kneecap scars came pouring =(

They teach first aid? Yea..OF COZ they do...ONCE IN A BLUE MOON

So you'll ask me what we do?

Marching, sit-ups, jumping jacks, push-ups, standing like fools getting scolded by those ignorant and smart aleck officers who SMOKE infront of CADETS! Well... They duno SMOKING KILLS.

Y? Becuase they're tooo busy punishing, bellowing at the top of their magnificant voice and bitching around that they've simply NO TIME for first aid lessons.

Oh yar... not to forget the YUCKY SALIVA that flew right into OUR face whenever they bellow. Keep a 10m distance away if not you'll need LITRES of disinfectant!

No first aid learnt instead we're always injured. Ironic yea?

I suppose they're trying to train us into some kind of military humans but bless mi! What abt the girls?! We dun nid intensive MUSCLE training for ur information.

WoW! I tink if I dun stop RIGHT NOW, I can ranter for HOURS! N soon, you'll see COPS knocking at my door.

' Sorry Miss, but I think SJAB has taken a charge on your blog for slandering them. Pls make a trip with us to the police station.'

Cool! Tts wad those officers ENJOY doing in their leisure - COMPLAIN ( with a CAPITAL C)

My last piece of advice is THINK 10000X before considering tt CCA because you'll surely REGRET! Just like my cousin~~ haha! she walked my previous footsteps..lol! =D

Optimistic: I've gt a 'descendant'
Pessimistic: Poor innocent cousin gettin COnned..sob-sob...

OK ENUFF PEI YE! I MUZ STOP TIS RANTER RIGHT NOW!! ( ha! I sound like I've split personality) =X

Some nice quotes to soothe my LONG kept-away anger:

Don't count life by how many breaths you take, measure it by how many times you get your breath taken away~

There are many tears in the heart that never reach the eye~

Don't let your accomplishments go to your head, and don't let your failures go to your heart~

To love is nothing, to be loved is something, but to be loved by the one you love is everything~

Get well soon grandpa =) Luv & Bless you...

OUT.

Can't Take the Moonlight Off.....~

2005-02-26T15:00:00.000+08:00

Apologies for yesterday's abrupt blog.

I should be very happy yesterday till you came and said ' I am still disappointed'. I've read the letter u typed. I know you're disappointed, angry & sinking back into your old days of not trusting people and its ALL thanks to me. I really don't wish to argue or start up a quarrel with you. I said before in my blog that I won't be angry no matter what you told me and also it won't ruin the friendship.

I don't want you to pin too much hope on me. I cannot meet your high expectation of a friend. I'm really very tired...really....

T-R-U-S-T... As you know, my character has it that I trust people easily as long as they are my friends. I've never encountered such problems with friends as I've now.

U said you've been USED... I've always treat all my friends truthfully. I am not some hypocrite and you cannot use T and compare because that is an entirely different case. I've in fact not said ANYTHING to him in VERBAL. What I've said to him are all written in Friendster and card.

You said you dun wan a REPEAT - ur VP case. I really dun like this sentence. She and Me are two different individuals and I am sure of myself that I dun do such things to the EXTREME. Did you told her wad you told me? Did you tell her that you're disappointed with her?

No- I presume you did not. Instead you can still forgive her after all those things she did. Even her msg can make you happy.

What is different now? I am also a GIRL in case you forget. You cannot always expect me know what you're thinking, what you expect of a friend... I'm a SAGGITAURUS n you're a SCORPIO... I always see things in positive outlight and have this 'take-it-easy' ' boat reach bridge head naturally straight' personality.

To me, some stuffs are light but to you, they may seem impt and can cause your mood to fluctuate. Just like last time during open hse, I'm hungry hence angry but you took it easily and even think its bo liao rite? N also last sem during common test, I asked you to help me 'chop' a place and I trust that you'll do it but you did nt.

Do you know that I am also disappointed at those times? I never told you because as friends I believe in give and take. Furthermore, we are of opposite sexes and somtimes my thinking can be very different from yours. Needless to say, expectation of a friend.

You asked me for comments on that letter yesterday rite? Well... I'll tell you on Monday.

But I also hope that you won't let my case affect your mood because you control your own happiness and sadness.

Referring to your letter ' I give up' ..... maybe I'm really not suitable to be your buddy...

All right..enough of these...I'll say some happy stuffs ba =)

Thanks for helping me change the music. Can also conveniently train you for your prac...haha =D

We had a fun time playing pool yesterday =D I even won 2 packets of drinks from JUNWEI! Who ask him to look down on me and suan me saying I can't even pocket a ball. haha! So I bet with him if I enter 4 balls and above, I've won the bet.

Haha! Its kinda IRONIC though, as the winner has to treat the loser to drink! lol! Win liao also no prize... =D

Shld bet w you again some other days yea? Maybe we can bet on Bball? hahaha! Cannot always let you 'kan di wo'

Quotes I Like:

The human heart feels things the eyes cannot see and know what the mind cannot understand.

If you love something, set it free. If it comes back to you, it was meant to be; if it doesn't, it was never yours to begin with.

I want to appreciate the times when moments are made into memories. I want to cherish them. And never forget they come so few and far between. I know that wherever life takes me, moments will always follow. They remind me of what's really important. It's not just life but living. It's the journey, the destination, and all points in between. And I must admit, I like what I see.

Your dreams are like a candle and you are its only flame...how long and how bright it burns is up to you.

Long Awaited Freedom

2005-02-25T23:53:00.000+08:00

Yeah!! Today is my freedom day from BOOKS !!! Although not for long but for a short moment is also nice... just like fireworks... the beauty and happiness is short-lived...

I initially thought that I'm going to flung MBT badly because I did not study till yesterday 11pm and then did I realise that I've got almost the WHOLE book to memorize!! I freaked out and decided to memorize certain points and do the tutorials. I did not even study the last few chapters... I studied till 12 and decided to GIVE up coz I'm very tired, stressed out and very FEW points stay permanent in my small brain.... Edmond is even BETTER den mi... he did not touch his books till tis morning! He can still play games and msn when I was freaking out over MBT..haha! Must learn his skills.. slacked and yet can still answers the questions. Remember ABC? lol! =D

Today we went to Junction 8 ' Cafe Cartel' to celebrate our freedom! Its the first time I set foot in there. Well... it has kinda cool interior and the food servings ARE HUGE! I ordered grilled chicken and lime juice..btw they had free flow of bread... the meal is delicious and worth the pocket =)

Sorry peeps, suddenly haf no mood to blog... continue another day. OUT

Disappointed~

2005-02-24T19:00:00.000+08:00

Just finished my Cell Tech Common Test. I'm kind of disappointed as I couldn't do the last question that worth 5 marks!! And I did many careless mistakes in mcqs and short ans....Sigh...how?? If I get lower than B, I won't know how to tell my dad... =(

Yesterday while I was watching Ch 8 9pm show, he asked me to switch it off and REVISE..but I did not, n yea...he was pissed and said ' You better get 3 As if not forget about going to China.' (he's sponsoring my trip)

Well...Money makes the world go round.

But I'm not a little kid in primary school who requires constant nagging and supervision. I just dun like my parents to nag at me to study...especially my mum.

She can repeat ' peiye tml no exam? Dun need to study? Still watch tv ' for EVERY 1 MIN interval. Its kind of annoying and her mouth doesnt seem to get tired..but my EARS are tired.

I duno why...but as I grew older, I couldn't tolerate people telling me when to study. It'll have a REVERSE effect. Sigh...I'm already grown up...they should nag at my youngest sis MORE~~ =D

Comparing results is another obstacle I've got used to. My dad compares his class top student with me...always telling me so-n-so got hw many distinctions, how many As....it's stressful morever, his course is different from mine. He'll also ask for my class hihest score...and say things like ' if he/she can do it, why can't you?'

Everyone is an unqiue individual~ I am who I am...

He tends to relate distinctions and As with hard work. So, if I did not get what he expected = I nv work hard enough. No excuses.

In my view, the amount of hard work doesn't really determine an A or dist. Well...it does only to a certain extent. So whenever I got back my results, I'm really afraid it'll be lower than B...

When I got back my HBD quiz, I told him that I got B+ and I'm quite happy with it. It aint that bad afterall isn't it?

I thought my dad will be pleased too...but he just said: 'Why B? Not A?'

A whole bucket of COLD water just splashed onto me... why can't he say something more constructive? More encouraging? Except asking me to get A, A and MORE As!!!

Well...maybe this is my dad...

I don't know why G is moody after I told him that..or is it about other issues? I can always lend you a listening ear. N you have not lose me as a buddy for sure =)

So you don't need to bottle up your moodiness or maybe you're afraid that you might say things that will make one another unhappy? ruin the friendship?

I promise you that I won't.... =) You've guide me through those unhappy days, I'll also do that~ Thats the minimum a friend can do rite? =) cHEER uP k?

Tml is my LAST paper!! Yeah!! I'm soo looking forward!! Wish me best of luck yea?

Oh yar! Thanks Soon Sim for helping me to insert the song =D Thanks dude!

Well...this morning when I recieved that msg from you was kinda surprising coz i tot u normally hibernate till noon =X And you'll never auto-msg unless others take the initiative...haha...I assume it's JY playing with ur phone agn? Sometimes suprises can be pleasant~

'When your life falls apart, always remember that I will be the one who will stay to help you pick the pieces up. And when the rest of the world walks out on you, remember not to close the door, because I am the one who will be walking in to help you through it all'

Hope Tml will be A better Day~~

O-U-T

CNY LAST DAY

2005-02-23T19:30:00.000+08:00

Yest blog was kinda 'long' yea? No choice, gotta study for ABC. Well...I'll make it up by writing a LONGER one today. Hm..here it goes...

Wow! Din notice today was the LAST DAY of CNY & its Yuan Xiao Jie =)

This morning I was woken up at 7+ by the incessant ringing of the phone. I was so PISSED OFF that I swear I'll BITE OFF the caller's HEAD !!

But unluckily, it was my DAD. He asked me to go downstairs and bring up the food he has bought since he need to rush off to work. N I did....MOST UNWILLINGLY...

I'm not being unfilial or unreasonable but I slept at 2am yest and having someone to JERK YOU UP from your slumber is the last thing you'll want to happen!

I really can't stand people who wake me up from my sleep or nap...especially if they called and its the WRONG NUMBER & they refuse to GIVE UP & called AGAIN! Bless mi man! How can I not be ANGRY?!

Well...this also applies to my friends just that I dun CHEW their heads off or scream into the phone haha! Right Gim ann? lol =P

I admit I get angry EASILY...when I'm hungry, tired or stressed up.....I'm trying to change but haha..seems abit tough yea? trying in process~~

Nevertheless, I'm in a good mood today =D

Firstly, I only studied Spectroscopy in detail for ABC and the rest I just read through.

Well...I started studying at 11+ yest so decided to SPOT topics as TIME IS LIMITED & I dun wan to sink into a state of STRESS & ANXIETY. I took a GAMBLE ( a risk would be more appropriate)

Sometimes Life is also a Gamble isn't it? You will not know what is going to happen next so why not just give it a try? We only live once... ( haha! abit no link le... =X)

I think my prayers answered, at least for ONCE... =)

But I really dun dare to pin my hopes too HIGH in case I FELL HARD right into my face..aw...tt'll be painful~~ so yup...I just hope I'll clear all w Bs...though I wish for As..haha! =D

Though the lunch wasn't long but it can still make my day just like when we walked home together =) Maybe this is how it should feel....well..at least this is how I feel...( I duno abt urs...) aNyWayz.... tHaNks =D

Opps...Dad is calling me to help in dinner preparation...back for more thoughts...

DiNner TiMe~~

Nice Quotes

To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

We can't discover the oceans unless we have the courage to lose sight of the land.

Life is like a movie, so enjoy the good scenes, don't let anyone tell you the ending, you're the author, you write your own script.

'Hi' is such a little word, but when said to the right person, it is everything....

Quick OutLook

2005-02-22T23:05:00.000+08:00

well...I planned to blog once I returned home from IM test. Due to some technical fault with either my computer or the Internet, I couldn't log on depsite NUMEROUS attempts. Pissed off..so I went to take a nap... but the nap became kinda long haha! I woke up at 7+ and watched tv till 10pm and here I am blogging away...STUDY? I HATE DETEST this word!!

I almost broke down yesterday while studying for IM because I just couldn't REMEMBER all my notes....Super stressed up..but today's paper is ok just that I felt CHEATED by Richard!! He said Mass Tut questions ARENT IMPT n WONT CUM OUT..but alas! The first question staring right into my face was DIRECT REPLICA of the mass tut!! We have cunning lecturers in NYP. First is OCM now is our dear Mr Richard....who wana add to the list? You are mostly welcome but ensure you buy INSURANCE yea?

Now I'm relaxed and don't have the SINGLE URGE to study for ABC...sigh... but no choice..I've to drag myself to STUDY if not my dad gona kill me for poor results....well..I've exaggerated..he won't KILL but he'll be disappointed and that's even worst then any punishment...

Hm.. I'll blog more tml cause later my dad pop in and see I'm doing stuffs NOT RELATED to studies, he'll BAN my computer usage.. =X

Btw, the best cure for STRESS = CRY . I mean cry not BAWL ok? Try it..well...it works for me though... (ps: I dun think guys will opt for this yea?)

Stay intune for more thoughts..you can tag your thoughts too =)

Till then...Lights OUT

HBD COMMON TEST & .....

2005-02-21T18:30:00.000+08:00

Just reached home after HBD test. Decided to take a breather before starting on Industrial Microbiology. Well... I wouldn't say HBD was a breeze but still happy about it. I'm kind of disappointed with my quiz result coz I'm expecting an A. Is it human nature to be unsatisfied with what they have and want more?

Nevertheless, its quite encouraging and I'll strive for better grades....Y? Because I bet with Junwei. haha! JUNWEI, u better start SAVING MONEY nw cause I'm going to check out the MOST EXPENSIVE restaurant. In case you forget the BET, I've listed it here in BLCK & WHITE.

THE BET:

My results better-- Ur treat ( and vice versa)
On par -- u FORCED me to treat you de....trying to con innocent ppl like me =X haha..

Been thinking about what you told me yesterday. Well...below are my thoughts....

Regarding about ur dream, its your subconscious. You still think of that person and hope that things return to normal like whats have been in the past. U told me about the bus trip, accompanion and stuffs u all did together...

Sometimes, HABIT and LIKE are just a thin line of difference.

Take us for example, I always message you when I'm bored, meet you at RHS escalator during school, call you for no practical reasons... but all these are HABITS ma... Its the feeling of COMFORTABLE and EASE. So you also must make your mind clear of who you really like.

The impression you give me is that you're confused whether you still have feeling for her despite all the things she did to you. N also, WM. Both of them have equally important place in you. Its really down to following your heart....

In the past, you used to give me advices on him, asking me to wake up, question why I did all those things etc...

To be honest, your words really affected me and during those times, I'm really stressed and tired but its just that I did not show.

I held on to what my heart says...actually you've also been in the same situation don't you? She has already make her point clear but you're still willing to fall into it. Y? Its FEELINGs. The feeling of happiness and contentment~

So now, you know how I feel?

I really admire you for being able to forgive her despite what she has done...

I'll root for WM instead of her. And you two have been each other's rubbish bin for so long. I think she understands you better her rite? You can take more INITIATIVE now. Its the sincerity and thought that counts. I believe one day, she'll be touched. =)

Not planning to go into relationship is not an excuse to convince youself that you've no feeling for a person. You always think too deep into everything that's why it seems so complicated. Liking a person is actually very SIMPLE. Just flow with the stream, think with your heart and you'll find an answer.

Well...n last thing..stop SUAN-ing me la... I'm also taking what comes into my path...now its just WAIT n SEE... =D

Woah! 6pm! Time to CHEW my books agn =(

Will be bck for more touchy blogging..till then...OUT

'I've often wondered if Love's an illusion.
Just to get you through the loneliest days
I can't critisise it, I had no hesitations
My imagination just stole me away
Don't want to wake up alone anymore
Still believeing you'll walk through my door
You reach for me and I'll know it's for sure
Then I'll give all the love in the world' ~

oNe Day I'll Fly AwAy~~

2005-02-20T19:00:00.000+08:00

Its a real miracle that my dad didn't wake us up at 8+ which he normally does. haha! I slept till 10 and went downstairs to find breakfast already MADE. Such a good feeling esp for lazybones like us. Mopped de floor n tidied the house-- its so TIRING !! Esp when I'm having abdominal cramp =(

N my dad still offer me ORANGE JUICE!! saying that I'm having CONSTIPATION !! haha! I frequent the washroom many times in a day due to my superb bowel movement so hw can I possibly have constipation?! Its cramp NOT stomachache... dearest dad..lol

His 'orange juice' concoction is really weird. Mandarin oranges + F&N orange juice !! haha! imagine it? My sister and I abandoned it after a few sip. =D

But I'm really lucky to have such a caring dad. Afterall, he'll always prepare sumptious meals for us on weekends ( my mum SELDOM cook haha! if she does, den its FRIED EGGsss) Luv ya lots despite ur weird concoction =D

I'm almost through with HBD notes but I can't remember what I've studied. EXTREMELY Sad case~~ I really can't understand people eg: JUNWEI who can play games n study SIMULTANEOUSLY n writes little/no notes yet score As!!

If only there's a BRAIN EXCHANGE session...lol it sounds SADDISTIC =X

But things are unpredictable, who knows in near future we're metaphorised into handphones and our brains are SIM cards?

GIM ANN ! U're charged for SLANDERING n the court decided that ur blog must be SHUT DOWN w immediate effect! The phrase is meaningful but must u add my BIG NAME dere? =X

I'm already trying to change for the.....worst? haha! best la... I've already taken a very BIG step. So must give me some time yea? =) Oh yar! not forgetting the copyright fees you shld pay me for using my UNQIUE name *.^

Hm...regarding what you've said...actually I think you shouldn't think toooo much. Who I messaged or called is simply my choice and sometimes habit is difficult to change. Leopards cant change their spots rite?

Its the ease and habit I think... so when you ask me to go towards the SUNLIGHT, you forget that the sun ILLUMINATE every single place in this world...even the WALL. =D

So yup, I hope my case won't affect hm..yea u noe.... ( BTW I M NT A PLANT yea)

Ew... I sound so ambigous =X I'm slowly learning the art of ambiguity from gim ann haha! Felicitations! < ----- a new word I've learnt from Jian Xuan's blog.

For You

I appreciate what you've said and the story told. I'll also remember what I said ;D

But, similar to scriptwriting, you'll need director and actors to make those scripts come true before you've have action (movie)...

If not, a script will always remain as one and words are just words... needless to say, promise ~~

But, I trust you... So, lets wait and see :)

Although future is unpredictable, there'll always be memories to leave behind =)

They're the most beautiful photographs that'll never fade... & always on my mind no matter where I go to.... =)

Some Meaningful Quotes

Home is not where you live, but where they understand you.

Three grand essentials to happiness in this life are something to do, something to love, and something to hope for.

If you don't believe in magic. Then you can't believe in reality.

To love and win is the best thing. To love and lose, the next best.

Well...I hope they won't sue me for copyright...till then.. O-U-T

BoRinG DaY

2005-02-19T16:00:00.000+08:00

BORED! Perfect word to describe my day...hm...shld say TIS WK. Family went to JB agn...so left my youngest sister and me at home to CHEW OUR BOOKS! How I wish that exams can be EXTERMINATE from this EARTH. Y dun Hilter exterminate exams instead of human?! I'll LOVE him to bits if he did tt!

What I am doing now is memorising everything about eyes, heart, skeleton, blood and what you have it. Afterwich comes the 'vomitting' session during exams..but alas... what to regurgitate when you have minute memory like mine? Ask me what I ate for lunch n I'll give you a reply after what seems....ages?

My parents bought Gingko Biloba tablets for me & ENSURE that I eat 2 tablets everyday. Gingko is said to improve memory...blah.. how come it doesn't take effect on me?! Well... researchers must be V GLAD that they did nt have 'voluntary drug testers' like me.

Anyway, Jian Xuan's ( my sis fren) blog is totally COOL! I've never come across a blog as hilarous and sacarstic yet maintain the superb Eng standard. Reading his blog relieves my boredom and stress haha! I like the sentence structure and vivid description of his friends n Innova JC. Keep it going man! IT RAWKS! =D

Hey..thanks for de lunch lei...Initially I thought you'll not go & buy since the weather is so hot and its a lazy saturday =D haha... thanks ar, at least won't so bored =)

4pm le...eyes shutting down on me... till then... O-U-T

Finding Neverland...

2005-02-18T17:00:00.000+08:00

Bored to tears so here I am blogging. Studied for almost whole day n concluded that HBD CVS is making me MAD! SA nodes, biscupid, left right atrium, ventricles... I swear to myself I'm never going to be a doctor and neither can I haha!

Recently many thoughts came flooding, it dawned on me that its time to be INDEPENDENT and have my own thinking. Its easier said than done. Since young, my dad has always been the one making my decision. Egs, going to which secondary school, what point I should aim for L1R5, which course to take, which subject to drop during sec 4 ( yea..I dropped physics). Almost all crucial important decision are paved out for me n I just simply follow. Y? Because it has become a habit- reliance.

My dream was NEVER to enter a SCIENCE course and freak myself over all de medical terms. I wana to a journalist, scriptwriter, editor or author- anything with relation to english. But somehow future prospects gained the upperhand. No choice, but to LIKE what I am studying. However, I deeply appreciate what my dad has done for me...although that is HIS dream- to see me become a DOCTOR. A faraway dream for me to realise....

Turning point came. No longer a little girl, no longer can I depend on people to make deicisions for me. I'm going to end my reliance and dependence well...i HOPE so..haha... I WILL (98%) go to China for my attachment. Eating and playing are NOT my priority la...haha but come to think of it, which weirdo will not want to visit the tourist spots and try the famous dishes dere? However, my main purpose is to broaden my views and learn independence ( ok...in de sense of my thinking..haha later gim ann sure gt sumthing to say) .

I don't deny that I am really scared and worried. Homesick, unaccustomed to climate, air-sick ( yea, I'll vomit so beware if u wana sit beside mi in de plane haha!) but everyting has its first time yea? When I overcome myself, I've already achieved something.

Oh yar! not forgetting missing Spore food and tv shows!! LoL! That time when I returned from Korea, the first thought that settled = FISHBALL NOODLES!! You'll learn to appreciate the simple fishball noodles after days of Kim chi, spicy bbq ( I cant take spicy food ppl!), 'rojak' rice ( they threw practically EVERYTHING inside. Eggs, vegetables, meat, dried seaweed etc etc...) n wads de ACTUAL name? EMPEROR rice! OMG! can YOU imagine?!

Thanks Gim Ann for KNOCKING sense into me... haha! You're right...Nothing shld deterred me if I really wana go... n yup..I'm no longer a kid and shld make decisions for myself. haha! I dun wana become a BIMBO ( eg: Paris) nor do I wana b a pampered child...

Think I gona end here...

Far away, there in the sunshine are my highest aspirations. I may not reach them, but I can look up and see their beauty, believe in them, and try to follow where they lead....

Thank you my Frenz

2005-02-16T15:33:00.000+08:00

Haha! FINALLY updated my blog… Dun wana waste Gim Ann effort. Firstly, thanks so much.

Though its simple, its v nice. I like it! Haha! Really wana apologise for flying your aeroplane but new yr new start so let bygones b bygones yea? =D haha!

A lot of things happened- happy, sad, angry, disappoinment etc. But all ended well =) I’m really thankful to have you all as my buddies. Can say we shared many thoughts and problems together. Giving one another advices though sometimes zhong yan ni er. Haha

14-02-05 is a memorable day. Thanks for all the flowers and chocolates, really appreciate them =) Gim ann also v happy rite? Haha! Can go EAT DINNER.lol! Somemore you are her SPECIAL fren lo.. =D Cloud 9 yea? Haha anyway, wish u luck la..always so MANY TAO HUA! Only u CHOOSY. =X

To you:
Though you are unpredictable at times, really glad that you FINALLY took ABIT of initiative =) Thanks for your presents too though I never give you anything except the card but it is imported from Tampines de lo. Haha! =D

What I wrote in there is wad I feel and think…. Cause sometimes I am really tired of waiting, remembering, hoping and guessing. Though you never really tell me about your thoughts and feelings, I held on because…I think I can until I am really tired. So hm, the rest is depend on you le cause sometimes it takes 2 hands to clap.

Memorable Day...

2004-12-17T23:50:00.000+08:00

Haha I think I'm really lazy..hm..getting tired of blogging. Well...yesterday (16/12/04) will be the most memorable day in my life! My friends planned n celebrated my belated birthday (15/12). Though I have little to say to them back there except THANK YOU, but I’m really touched :)

Ruisheng, Junwei & Dennis came straight from work and its obvious that they're tired but they came nevertheless and we crapped n talked. Really appreciate them n wana tell them a very BIG THANK YOU!! :)
Oh yar! Not forgetting RS de NEW MTV 'Wo de Cuo'. Remember to support piracy yea?

Gim ann organized this event..thanks buddy! De big plush dog really surprised mi haha! I've never in my life received such a BIG present. Hee! I like it v much :) Not forgetting the yummy strawberry shortcake n de tee! Thanks Edmond & Bernice too.

Not forgetting Yi Zhen n Amelia too :) Thanks very much.

We ate at Chomp Chomp and became the center of attraction due to our high decibels haha! But its fun rite? So whuuu cares :) hehe!

Oh yar, also wana thanks him for accompanying mi to buy presents for my sister n treating me to lunch :) Actually thought it’ll be awkward but turned out 2b fun n crappy.
Thanks…

Well…I blogged this caused 16/12 will remain etched in my memory & marks my 18th bday :)

WaiTiNg....

2004-11-28T12:10:00.000+08:00

Didn't have the energy to blog yesterday since I reached home abt 10+ and had my dinner at 10pm. Hm....let you into wad happened yesterday (27/11/05).

Woke up early n went to 'Guang Ming San' temple in Bishan to offer incense. Yes..I'm a Buddhist. Supposedly there's a basketball game at 12pm but my troublesome sister had to register for her 3 mth course in Hwa Chong so had to accompany her there though I was de most unwilling. HC is a no doubt prestigious but I personally find the school kinda old n not as much air-cons as in NYP. Seems like I've become too dependent on air-conditioner yea...NYP spoiled mi haha! Even the corridors of the labs are fully air-conditioned.

We reached home abt 12.50pm n well....my frenz r certainly gona kill mi. My youngest sis n I den meet up with Thomas & went to NYP. But, he hasn't taken his lunch so we went to eat Mac. Ha! I gotta a raw deal coz de cashier gave mi DOUBLE fillet burger when I ordered de 'original SINGLE fillet burger' n guess wad? She charged mi de same price $4.30! Well....I wasn't being dishonest cause I din realize until I opened de wrapper n sink my teeth into it =P Firstly, I tot it'll be awkward situation but it turned out to be kinda pleasant.

2+pm ---> Finished lunch n walked over to Bball court. My friends have all arrived n yea...I feel sorta guilty since I was late for like almost 2 hrs! sorry ppl... =( JW joined us nxt time la.... =) lidat more fun ma haha!
The game was fun n certainly tiring. My sis was good at scoring well..she's a net-baller.And she get along w my frenz kinda fast w/o having mi to do any introduction. U rox babe! =) Ha! i still remember she shouted 'GIMMY' lol! I nv even called Gim Ann tt though I've known him for 1.5 yrs. haha! cool sis! =p

I gotta pen off here...n wish mi BON VOYAGE =)

29/11/04 ----> 06/12/04 Cameron Highlands & Melaka.

Till den, see u....certainly gona miss all my frenz! =)

P/s: Miss ME too! haha =p

"Somewhere There's Someone Who Dreams Of Your Smile, And Finds In Your Presence That Life Is Worth While, So When You Are Lonely Remember It's True; Somebody Somewhere Is Thinking Of You"

2004-11-25T23:43:00.000+08:00

Ha! Actually wana update yest but due to de release of results, butterflies were in my stomach so no mood to update. Haha! Luckily I passed IT n Bioprocess w C! lol! I tot I would get Ds =p There’s a slight disappointment though… was aiming 2As for Immuno & Med micro … but think common test pulled mi down esp tt idiotic IMMUNO! I’m so pissed off w MYSELF! I studied yet due to de PERFECT phrasing of de qns, I did it WRONGLY n it cost mi a BOMB!! I’m entirely depressed n…haha shld stop my self-wallowing now.

Actually tot my dad will scold mi for de poor results but he juz said ‘ y no As? Work harder lah.’ Hm…shld I be happy? Is tis kind of environment tt causes mi to be competitive? Since young I’ve been told to be NUMBER 1, score only As n Band 1, enter prestigious schs n college, get a doctorate etc. My life is like being PLANNED OUT, I like eng but enter de sci course. Y? becoz my dad said it has more prospect. Yea….as saying goes ‘only rich ppl can pursue their dreams.’ My dream is to travel round de world n writes stories on em’. But I got NO $$, ANY SPONSOR?

Anyway, went to play bball at Adm Park n it rained ½ way so din really played much. I also dun really noe his frenz n they’re all pro. Haha! But hear them tok also crappy n funny =)

YEAH! Tml can play BBALL agn! Haha! More tml!
=)

P.s: Thanks buddy! Those words r frm heart de. Not to say to touched u de. Frenz 4 Life

'' If U love someone, put their name in a circle not in a heart coz a heart will breaks...a circle will goes on....

RaInY dAy

2004-11-24T00:30:00.000+08:00

Sandra came to my hse agn to play badminton at 8+am..haha! crazy girl..always so early de..den i gotta pull myself outta bed =( Thomas joined us today n well...haf a nice game..he pro de. But my poor skin kena sunburn agn haha! now is red n itchy le...skin peeling =( Due to de strong wind, we ended up talking n resting most of de time aha..later went to adm food court n eat since both of them haven eat breakfast..ke lian.. ^o^

Tok 2 him today n found out tt he isnt tt quiet afterall. Can crap & joke w de. Also v on de, gt wad activities he also can cum haha! mabbie coz he's too bored at hm? but yup.. understand a fren better =)

After brunch, we went hm n yea..slack agn haha! but so good it rained =) Watched CSI n The Practice juz now n found out tt these shows r totally awesome! Makes mi wana venture into forensic science or law. ^o^

Felt happy for my pri sch mate who has reconcile w his gf...ha dun nid sad liao now..... smilez =)

Called my buddy today since i too bored le, haha chatted for awhile when de Walls ppl called mi... yeah! can go work tml le! sorry yea...for waiting on de phone lol! =)

Hm...I wished upon de stars tt tml will be filled w surpirises n happiness =)

BeAuTiFuL mOnDaY

2004-11-23T12:10:00.000+08:00

Well...actually today is juz another day but at least i'm nt at home if nt will surely bored mi to tears de. Dad drove Janson, Meiping, Me n my 2 sisters to collect our pay at AMK Techpoint at 1.40pm. Haha! finally is pay-day! =) Afterwich, Janson n Meiping alight at yck mrt n we proceed to Ubi. Dad bought for each of us a pair of board shorts. HAha! kinda rare tt he'll buy clothings for us. LoL! ty dad! Went to my condo at Bukit Timah ' Madieria' n swim. Found tt my stamina has deprove :( After a few laps i'm alreadi breathless hm..muz train more liao... Dad taught mi 'butterfly stroke' but its really hard n after a few kicks, my backbone is aching. haha! nua rite? lol! i'm determine to learn it!

6.00pm----> went to CWP to fetch my mum.

Had dinner at hm. Hee! had something for my buddy actually wana mail him de...but it seems too big for de envelope. haha! so how lei? ^o^

Oh yar... I'm planning to play badminton tml n bball on wed in WLDS Adm Park. Those interested can msg mi. =)

'' Its hard to pretend you like someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't like someone when you REALLY DO."

Family Outing

2004-11-22T13:40:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 6.30am today n went into JB. Traffic was smooth except for those buses tt hog de car lane...n de traffic police was doing nothing abt it instead hide in de shade...so much for excellence service award yea.. =(

Since it was still so early, we went to a park n did sum exercises..haha mi n my sis discuss abt our future dreams to migrate n my sisters had a crazy dream of marrying an 'ang-moh' haha =p Bought claypot 'yi mian' , 'wan ton mee', 'yong tau foo' n bittergourd mian xian for breakfast. haha! yummy! =p

Went to house-sighting n saw many nice semi-ds n bugalows however to me, houses overseas r still more appealing as they face picturesque sceneries.

11+am---- went to Pelangi Giant n watched 'SHUTTLE'. A thai ghost story tts v interesting n has a twist to it. Worth watching :) But scary though..I closed my eyes n ears hm..maybe shld say I peep thru my fingers ba =p
hahaha! Shld recommend Ed to watch! lol!

1.30-->3.15pm---show ended. We went to collect our daily neccessities. Bought things for our trip to Cameron on 28/11. Nice :)

Had western cusine for dinner. I ate a set consisting of cheese-topped grilled chicken w italian sauce, mango pudding & mushroom soup. Haha! so filling n certainly fulfilled my tastebuds! My sis n i also share a banana boat ice-cream haha! die le..i muz go burn all my calories liao.lol! ppl prepare for another bball game ba! haha! =p

Went hm via a 'secret' way tt doesnt haf jam @ de malaysia custom but quite jam near de Woodlands Checkpoint. But still manage to reached hm at 9.

A v tiring day yet relaxing :) Thanks lot Dad! Luv ya lotss! n of coz my mum too! =)

Hee! tml can collect my pay le! lol! finally!

Hm..my Sunday is abt tis ba....although dere's a little disappointment which I dun wish to mention here. All in all, I enjoyed every bits of TODAY.

HAPpY dAy ^o^

2004-11-20T15:00:00.000+08:00

Woke up v early in de morning n waited for sandra to cum to my hse. haha! catched up alot w her n later went to play bball in NYP w my classmates n sum of our sec sch frenz. Played frm 12+ till 6.15pm haha! burnt until red red luv it man lol! saddist =p erm...muz thanks wenyong n gim ann for travelling so far---from tamp to yck. haha! oh yar! thanks wenyong for his bball! xie xie =) hm...but i kinda think soonsim they all superman de...play until so late hai can go work till 9am!!! inhuman!! i'll probably drop dead dere ba... well...certainly looking forward to UBIN trip..n yar..RUISHENG!! U PLAN RITE? haha! hm...update more nxt time.... nitez

Somtimes U dun haf to search too hard for Happiness....U can Create it...

Morning BlUeS...

2004-11-19T01:32:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 8.49am but last night slept at 1am...haha too bored so decided to blog...Hm...yest did skipping till my muscle ache =( Been slacking at hm for de past 2 days so decided to exercise to give my cells some wake-up call haha.. Yest feel kinda down coz i couldnt even console my fren...n maybe i really dun understand ba...Hm..to de person: I hope u can overcome the obstacle n I'll be there to help u...really... =) Sometimes the greatest fear lies within oneself...

Tok to RS on MSN abt fate n destiny..haha...sometimes fate arrives but at de wrong timing =( But I duno y even though its juz a short moment or perharps even a few secs whereby u dun even get to say 'Hi' but for mi, its already enough =)

"If someone you love hurts you, cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it."

well...guess I gotta eat my breakfast yea...pen off @ 9.32am...

Another Day

2004-11-18T04:43:00.000+08:00

Afternoon! Woke up at 10.30am due to de amt of noise my mum was making ' pei ye ar, y u slp until so late?' 'wake up n book an appt for piano tuning..' U can trust mums to repeat their sayings 1000x & nv seemed to get tired! Yest slept @ 1am but luckily no new S.aureus inhabitants. in case u're wondering wads tt, S.aureus is a bacteria tt causes pimples n acne. Oh heck..wadsup w de bio stuffz agn ^o^... Been worrying abt my bioprocess exam. Afraid of S-U-P...

My poor com has been infected w viruses yet agn. Gona format it but tis means all my songs will go down de drain =( Burn into a cd yea? Yar...no choice but gim tell mi burn into data format. haha omg wads tt?! I only noe audio cd, vdc, dvd. Pathetic yea? Read from newspapar tt ppl who face de com more than 8 hrs a day are prone to glucoma (hm..is tis de correct spelling?) a gruadual n undetected blindness tt show during old age. Scary man...haha GIm ar..play sumore MAPLE la..haha n warn JW also LoL *o* i've also been using de com 4 v long periods haha coz too bored at hm nuting to do ...PPL ASK MI OUT LEI! I DUN WANA BORED TO DEATH @ HM! haha quote frm Edmond'd MSN nick lol.. sound des? haha

Yest 1st time tok 2 my found-ed pri sch fren...hm..nice toking to him...won't be like stuck for words...he seemed kinda upset over something well..hope he'll get over it =) When de Sky gets Dark..U'll See de Stars

To b Continued...

2004-11-16T17:12:00.000+08:00

HA! finally gotta good night slp w/o having to drag myself outta bed 5am to work. Tt place is a NIGHTMARE! Techpoint at AMK industrial park. All de aunties dere r screechy senseless ppl who only scream in ur ears when things go wrong for THEM. Fierce they may b, but they certainly dun earn MY respect. Cuts, backache n dark rings r wad i got in comparsion to de pay, it certainly aint worth it. I dun like to b controlled n commanded by AUNTIES who act big when i have studied MORE den them so yea..i QUIT. haha! today wake up at 10.30am slack around my hse, flicking de tv on/off umpteen times. Too bored so decided to create a blog but a com idiot like mi takes ages so i gave up. Gim, my buddy helped mi to create it. tHnks lots bro! =) Hm...basically today is another normal day w no exciting events..shall update again..till den, see you.

~*~ When I Wish Upon A Star ~*~^*~

~ NaTiOnal DaY ~

~ Shocking News~

~ 1 more month to go ~

~ Relaxing Attachment ~

~ I MISS HOME ~

~ Divergence ~

~ FuN fUn ~

~ ChAleT ~

~ ChAleT ~

~ FrEeDoM !!! ~

~ diSaPpOiNtEd ~

~ 2 more Left ~

~ 3 More Papers Left ~

~ First Paper ~

~ yEaH! My cOm is BCK!! ~

~ Life is BORING w/o Computer

~ Immune System Down ~

~ Tired Tired~

~ Busy & Stressful Week ~

~ nOiSy~

~ Upcoming STRESS!! ~

~ Tired Tuesday ~

~ MoNdAy bLuEs~

~ another normal SundAy~

~ pOsiTiVe oUtLoOk ~*~

Results Out... Disappointed....

sPoRts Day =D

Sleeping~~

Rainy Day ~*~

Starz are Shining Brightly ~**

Begining of a New Month ~*^*~

sLacKed ~*~^

GeT Well SoOn ~*~^

Can't Take the Moonlight Off.....~

Long Awaited Freedom

Disappointed~

CNY LAST DAY

Quick OutLook

HBD COMMON TEST & .....

oNe Day I'll Fly AwAy~~

BoRinG DaY

Finding Neverland...

Thank you my Frenz

Memorable Day...

WaiTiNg....

RaInY dAy

BeAuTiFuL mOnDaY

Family Outing

HAPpY dAy ^o^

Morning BlUeS...

Another Day

~~ When I Wish Upon A Star ~~^*~

Begining of a New Month ~^~